Love at first sight

Love at first sight
I want to treat you right
Something is alight

Bluebell Way

I always feel crazy,weak,flawed
I pray God,please no more
Amour

Depression

I get depressed when there is no improvement

Only sleep to look forward to
And I don't sleep

Need home heaven
When I don't fear an opening door

Major currents
Major rain

Love don't stay away
Be a sunset in the middle of May

The 'I have recovered act'

Memory

Grandmas soft grass in the back garden
Perfectly patterned

You promised I would be saved
Everyday in hospital

Fresh face wonder

Carer of your heart

My 'Unique' world of hallucinations

Glued to the wrong food
Eating can be contagious

Marks on my tummy
I feel no-one will love me

Why can't it end?
Hurt instead of work

A house with a pink blossom tree
I dream of a house with a pink blossom tree

Recovery star

Turning to music
The dream of music
Clicking with a song

Love stood,taller,rawer

Hardship and unhappiness
The Oklahoma rainstorm

Thoughts and notes
Fitted coats
How I should have fought

Good day tomorrow?
What is the prediction?

Writing has to have quality
Source,drive,energy

Sun rise
Sun highs

Summertime
Still light

Some guys
Some wise

Stars fine and aligned

Heraldic purple
Herald-bringer of news

Heralding -Official messenger
Signalling something

Be heralding -to welcome somebody or something with enthusiasm

Visual

Collecting flowers in a basket
Forever pretty Somerset

Surely created by God
For the fisherman and his rod

I wanted happy reveries (day dreams) at college

All seeing
All knowing

I need to listen to a blissful sunny preach
In the country breeze

The darkest time
The sky was raining lime

Songs of the glorious and the aureus (Roman coin)
I will be meritorious
Don't be censorious (highly critical)

The mere touch of his hand
That and nothing more

Suffering cart on a stony road

Life
I will give it a good try

Strong and fun connection

Lips soft with melody
Wearing lip gloss intentionally

I thank you humbly
Golden water
Jesus walked on water

Cleansing feel with the right meal

Help Save Love

Rock Hope Friend

Grandma an angel walking for 82  years

Bursting with expression
One message my hope in love

Don't take my hopes
Cut off this rope
Take away my telescope

Please set me free
The devil is slaying and I keep praying

Escapee!!

A greater imagining (Bigger dreams)
Troubled by illness
I realise the magic of perfect health

'Look through your eyes
See through your soul
This will connect you to your spiritual role'
-Jackie Hopper

Just know me

Memory

Beautiful moment
Band worn around a newborn babies wrist

Can't use my head

Can't use my head and say no to bread

Match.com
And other dating sites
Silently waiting
Imagining dating

I need to change
A carefree summer

In my own skin
Not afraid of a whipping

I hate my body
I pinch and I waddle

Who likes me enough?
Its important to know
Does he like me enough?

Look at her blues!!!

Makes me feel alive,nice weather
I remember us lying together

Day of pain and chicane -deception

Visual

Field of corn
I open my eyes
To the edible yellow
And dream of hot butter!!!

Schizophrenia
I had all these ambitions to live

Idea

To dress in a 1920's swimsuit!!

Thinking

If I was slim and had friends
Passing the pub in the sunshine

The birds said
In the fresh air,singing on a pear tree

Grandma

In the summer
Pottering in the garden

Grandma

At Christmas
Grandma on the sherry!

In market town
I saw a busker with his guitar
Praying to go far

'Sunrise,making its magic,magnetising mark'-Patricia Thompson

Psalter lane
Reading the bible

'The great sea hue'
-Thomas Colon

I remember my parker pen at school

Web of distance
Your radiance,glory,warmth being the centre of society

A heart in snow or a sunburnt glaze

Sophie's rocking horse
Backwards and forwards

Exultant

Fun shapes for children

I want to ask the question
Love,past,dreams,fears?

Crossbones symbol of death
Symbol of two crossbones

Hurts me with the pain to entertain
I will have a glass of champagne

Lads and Lasses tucking into a heart warming Lancashire hot pot!!

Summer strawberries

Diet Idea

'The Strawberry Drop'

Memory of my little red pram as a child

Magic and presence

Flatmates they enrage me

My mother she has a certain grace

Colourful China
Romantic Italy
I have faith in God

Being ill
I wasn't there to support anyone

Who,what,where,when/!!!

Twins
Always and ever

Cocoa
The smell of cocoa as I entered the warmly lit cottage
A memory away

'A Sunset sends shards of red gold light'
-Ruth Owens

'Loneliness can hit us at anytime of day
It's such a terrible illness,it never leaves you at bay'
-Stephen Chetwyn

Rumour

Scared they will make me squeam

How do you know?

Echoes of conversations make me feel
Like an electric orange sun!!

Good friends
Hate being alone with a cone

Writing,keeping moving and living,reading

Are you bored of the road of the work load?

New day
New fray
You and your swordplay

Amnesia
The shock and the psychological disturbance
Oblivion -also means amnesia

Ice cream dipped in meringue,coconut,nutella
Ice cream strawberry drop
A double d cornet!!!

Arrangement cancelled again!!
It enrages me!!!

Age Concern Poem

Leaves praying in the wind
Circling the Age Concern shop
Maybe I will find a lovely designer top!!
Maybe a jacket or a box of magic
Maybe some pants
With many,many thanks!!
CD's,DVD's,a child's keyboard with mini keys!!
Handbags and shoes
So many to chose
Ornaments reminding me of my Nan
Lots of books with a different take on a diet plan!!
Children's clothes,books and toys
For little curious girls and boys
Romance novels and racy reads!!
Nice beads on the shop counter
Maybe there will be a brief encounter!!
Puzzles and games,computer games
Pictures in decent frames
Pictures on walls,for your landing or hall
Beautiful shop windows,colourful and bright
Manniquins dressed to please and invite
Age Concern,it makes me smile when people return!!
It makes me smile when people donate,so come inside
Don't hibernate!!

The Birds and the Seas

The Birds and the Seas

I wanted to be beautiful
I ducked and I dived
As if I were a bird
Flying above my own head
Dropping feathers

Voices from the sea
Moved me from land
The current was strong
And I wondered how long
It would hold me

Early wakened
Bloods taken
Godforsaken
The smoking room
The joking room
Maybe a ballroom romance

Thunder over the sea voices
As loud as rocks in a avalanche
Should I pray for thunder?
I felt so hopeless,a broken plate

Sometimes the heart is sunless
The sky moonless
Life nothing but scales and needles
Nothing but looking at bibles
Searching for a secret
Talking to counselors
Protecting your head from
Voices like hailstones

I escaped and went to bed
Stared at hospital books wanting to be read
At a trolley of tea and biscuits
Even the flowers by the window
Were dead,pianos with missing keys

Crawling for help
My tears bitter as pepper
I used to imagine a purple helicopter
Coming to the rescue

Everyday I woke up broken
Always broken
My words and feelings unspoken
Until now!!!

Christmas

A merry air of my sweet bosom!!

James Joyce

'Love is unhappy when love is away'!!

Happy love is?
Scented hay?

All softly playing
Shy thoughts,hiding behind the clouds
The changing sky

Leaves praying in the wind

I dreamed
'The Voices one by one,faded'
-Sir Henry Newbolt

'White breasts peep of doves'
-Walter de la Mare

Untroubled calming moon
The brightest blue above

'Good will is a jewel set to music'
-Walter de la Mare

A taste for paradox
You may be true

You are so very nice
You may be ice
You may be paradise,its a dice!!

Rain of melody
Psalmody (The singing of sacred music)

Movie title idea

'Where the good go'

Situations

In all situations
May you safely go

Fashionable
Popular with a lot of people at a particular time

James Joyce

'My dove,my beautiful one,
Arise,arise!
The night dew lies
Upon my lips and eyes'

Passion is in you

Poem passion

Sweetly,gently,secretly

I have learned to weep

Song confessed
The end of love?

I want your kisses four -John Keats

Velvet curtains on the window
Velvet curtains on my face!!

The mist
The sentimentalist

Gorgeous bridle hair is blowing

Love?
Worded or sung?

My twinning star

I rememberest

Simples

A moondew stars her hanging hair
And the moonlight kisses her young brow
And gathering,she sings an air
Fair,as the wave is,fair,art thou!

-James Joyce

I believe in the mercy of the Lord

For plentiful love and friendship

Hot chips and a chat!!!

In the summer
Lush green grass
Gleefully shimmers

No peace
I need my memory

Whipped creamy clouds!!

Your fiery glow
No one bothered to really take notice

She will want revenge if I make it

Should be happy
But it feels like
They are lowering me into a hole in the ground

If I buy it I binge

I pray for love
Something,please just
Something,tonight

A pin in the forehead?

A pin in the forehead?

Depression

Solved by expression
But sometimes silence is a lovely second

I dream of the wind blowing in music through the window

Long road
I need to find my secret beach
That secret peach tree

You hate yourself that much you want to be the opposite
A leggy blond!!!

Demons
They wont let me wait

Super hot and talented?!!

Work Weight Winning Words
Music Mystery Man

Bow in her hair
Face like a prayer

Your daughters strength is rocketry

Can't find the strength
I need to be mentally strong

Some people
Everything is an event
So stressful

The Piano

Mesmerized,
Hypnotized,
Fascinated

The Piano touch
The keys are big
My hands so small
I play with my soul

In my hands
In my heart

The keys of trees
Winds so fresh and free

There and air
God is there it is in the air
Thought and water
I look at the ocean

A dolphin jumping over an electric orange sunset

I used to love the boy next door
But now I do not see him anymore

Hearkened to a tale
(Listening)

Being aware

Knowing my surroundings
I pray to know my surroundings

Practising

Its like a have a treble and bass clef on my back and I am carrying them up a hill!

Visual

The Piano and a cup of hot cocoa on the top

Contrasts

The hot beach sand
The cold winter ice

The blanket and the smell
The smell of home

Childhood holidays
Everything
Feeling comfort
Relief from suffering

The Sunset

Everyday I pray I may see a sunset
Rain just gets in the way
Everyday I pray I may see a sunset with you
A sky that has been blue is now
A sky that is orange

I feel like a child,where does the sun go?!!!
It's like a gold coin,and the trees black like statues,majestic statues
The contrast makes me feel warm,entranced
I wonder if 'the one' is too looking at this sunset,maybe
Thousands of miles away
I wonder if they whisper my name
Every tiny twig on the trees is in sight,every branch is like a hand reaching
The bushes are like black lace and I want to move and separate them
To see this citrus lemon sunset

Concert tickets pinned to a board
I sing,I dream of that Brit Award!!!

I believe you are just as attractive
If you are nice

Earthly care
The Green Party!!!

Computers like a wizard
Exercises like a lizard

Find one healthy sweet thing

Need to be strong today
Cheese and apple together as a snack

Address 8 Year Old Self

Always be this confident and determined
Always dream and sing everyday
Always have a good heart
Always smile but tell someone when you cry
Always ask questions
Always look in the dictionary
Always look after your siblings
Always have a kiss for each of your family
Always use your imagination
Always share toys
Always share sweets
Always pray
Always read
Always express your views

Never be anyone else
Never let bullies hurt you
Never run,always face your fears
Never let guilt stop you
Never tell lies or ignore the truth
Never be spiteful or cruel,always accept everyone
Never be afraid of the unknown
Never let people break you,keep your spirit
Never doubt that you are special and loved

Face

When I see her face and smile
Dad taking photos on holiday
I am so thankful and my mothers blue skies glint in the sun
She is so beautiful
The sun is warm like her heart
The clouds protect like her heart
I put her hair behind her ear and place a flower
I know she is there for me
If we are on a beach,her face can tan like a peach
When she opens her eyes,we do not need to look to the ocean
I count her freckles as small as dots like boats far in the horizon
Every curl of her hair is like a seawave and her ears are covered
Like a secret from the sun

Sweet goodwill

Sweet goodwill
But sweet and lone
I need God to send me
Love and friends that will amend

Gives you a thrill
Doing something new,different

I have rain and
I have pain
But no want of rain or pain

Thinking of a melody
Thinking of life's irony

The ironic is iconic

Prayer like notes
Fighting for the music

Armoury in harmony

Sea mountain is a underwater mountain

The bitter raw row
Do you come from the arctic?

Childhood memory

Putting cream on our hands at Nan's

Going to the local park
Sharing bubble gum
Who would blow the biggest bubble?!!!

I love chewy sweets!!

They have not returned my love
A one way ticket to a land that didn't love me

A traditionally built woman

Bad dreams
Dying screams
Animal feed

Are you true,liked,genuine?

The Shop

Excitement
Good players

Busker books
Lilac series
The Complete piano player!
A Tune a day!

The secret basement

But have never been kissed by a long term boyfriend

Looking for a muse
Not really looking for booze

Idea

Photos of faces and flowers

'Two is for joy'

Connecting notes

Sun shining on Grandmas porch
Grandma welcoming us all animated!!
Eyes like the skies illuminations!!

Memory

Walking home from school
The cornershop,shebert dips
And giant ice pops!!!

Tasmania memory

Giant freddos and orange tictacs!!

Sharp pains in my stomach -why?

Landed on love
Landed on your heart

A track is an agreement of sounds and colours and lovers!!

Dreams

A 'Goonie' necklace
A 'Goonie' kiss

The power of tears
The power of words

Set to music
Life's key moments

As a child
I wanted to touch the ornaments!

Now?
Unrest and despair
In the depths

Childhood sweets
Sweet flying saucers melting on my tongue!!

You saved me
You gave me your love,
Wholeheartedly

Wish I had a life,a lone figure

Losing you is like losing a whole world

Lonely Friday
Lonely Saturday

It seems everyone is out and I am in a fallout

Advertising
Writing adverts for the heart

Tear bitter as pepper

Rain will come down the window
But I will always know
You can make up a heart when you tie up a rainbow
I can hear your soul when I play the piano

Every time we meet,I end up falling like millions of drops
Of snow,untouched

The sun has risen
I swear,a billion lives
The wind is blowing
My love for you is showing

If there is hailstone
Do not be alone
I wish for you with every wishbone
You are my ketone

I play your records on my gramophone

If it was thunder and lightning
I would protect you,writing and uniting

I would face the highest wave
I would search the deepest cave

Leaves falling down like prayers
9/11

Vitamins and minerals
Stop eating!!!

Holidays
To find a little spot

Infinite paper for a waiter or
To tear and throw from a skyscraper