Dying of schizophrenia

Dying of schizophrenia 

When nobody believes in ya

Nobody wants to pay you to work

Nobody knows how much you hurt

Everyday the demons play

The voices wont go away

You pray

The Angels will chaste them away

As Titanic set sail

Holding on to the rail

This icy land

You took my hand when I fell

No we have a story to tell

I love your smell

I'm living off purple

I make a wish at the wishing well

Releasing song into the air

Its the truth stripped bare

In the glare of the sun

I want to reach everyone

Library of scent

I go in the library it smells of old books

Poetry,romance,crime,the time that it took

I hope one day I will have the guts

To have a book on the shelf and have 

someone look!

Peonies

Favourite flower

So delicate,perfect

Would be nice to get some flowers

A lovely dreamy day with a painting palette

'Love is gorgeous but terrfiying too'

-Raquel Antonie

Lose,win

Fall,rise

To feel every pulse of life

To meet someone be his wife

But everyday the voices wouldnt be quiet 

And everyday there was no chariot 

Grandad

I wonder if he's checking in

Like smoking his cigarettes in the kitchen

I wonder if he's checking in

When I am alone,travelling

I wonder if he's checking in

When I see the sun emerging

Enchanting 

Those purple,pink houses on the mountain

And the stars above I am counting

A nice village church bell sounding

Carrying my own little lantern