Night time smiles

Night time smiles

I lie in your bed

The clouds are no longer above my head

I am alive,no longer dead

For so long,I bled

If they say you are an elephant

You are not an elephant

You are heaven-sent

You are my candle

My boat and paddle

My evangel

Your hand pulling me up the sandhill

Bring the sun

Hot dogs and onions

A burger and a bap

A chicken kebab

Lets have a BBQ asap!

A look of violet

Looking on the internet

I wonder what we will find

For the heart

For the mind

Your smiles resembles the rainbow

Idea 'Sapphire mail'

'The heaven-hued sapphire'-Shakespeare

Every arch and every grace

A beautiful bridge

I'm panicking

I keep eating

I think I'm going deaf

I cant remember anything

My memories are gone

What do I have left?

Our lanterns will shine

Like the eyes of a Lion

I need your kiss everyday

Under an archway

Moonlight on the fern

Which way do I turn?

Alive with music

And swift kisses

In a sunny lane

When I see your name

Coming up on my phone

I dont feel alone

The dreams,the eyes,the highs

From the campfire

My little candle shines

My heart just rhymes

'I'm a tall candle

I have a wick

I have a life'-Anon

'The yellow starlight of your flowers'-Charlotte Mew

Lovely day tommorrow

Today I had to borrow

Deep in sorrow

Sheeted Lakes (covered in ice)

Like a Lake with a calm tranquil smooth surface

I need some lip service!

In Greek mythology 

Phosphorus is 'The Morning Star'

The phosphorus heart

Everyday I embark

On a life spent with you

Famous people

'Lucky Angels Cool'-Anon

They call it soul devotion

The Vikings and the Romans

One great love?

One great love?

That certain pain

Unrequited again

I wanna talk tenderly

Contentedly

I need a shape sorter!!

I think of you

Every second,every song

When the world ends

Will it end in a flash?

One minute we are here,the next

We are ash?

Will we go to heaven?

Look down and laugh?

I pray to God our humanity will last

Our intelligence

Our heart-shaped thanks

Will we find another world?

Another path?

Will we meet aliens?

Or am I the crazy one?

Will we stay radiant?

Or disappear in the ocean?

Waiting for your soul then

Waiting for your call

I dont want to quit life

I want to survive the ship

Poems make me wonder

Will it be a hot summer?

Is this my magic number?

I wish I was younger

'The sun is like amber lighting'-Anon

I wanna learn about the Vikings

At nursery

At Nursery

In this pretty world

I watch the boys and girls

Holding hands,playing

diamonds and pearls

Dinosaurs and icebergs

'Since I felt your simple affection

I appear alive,my life has direction'-Anon

My world went dark

When I lost my friends

When I couldn't talk

Alone I walked

The pain of not feeling in control

The pain of not having a loving soul

Library

Books,ebony and ivory

Looking ever since I was at primary

I wanna be a bright berry

Funny how life can look like a victory

When really there is misery

You pray for magic and wizardry

Staying home

Are you in the warm?

Growing ,like sweetcorn?

Singing with the birds at dawn?

I don't wanna be a clone

Or worry about the O zone

The future

Will I be alone?

I can only say its the devil

Those in peril

I need a dot leaf

I've been stung by a nettle

To great lengths

How far would you go for love?

Would you release a thousand doves?

Would you give your life?

Would you give your blood?

Would you rescue me from a fire or flood?

Flash

Did you flash go?

Did it take a photo?

I really should take more pictures

If I don't I will only be a whisper

Is it only thin girls that get the jingles?!!

Will I reach the rainbow?

Will I feel the Angels?

Fills me with fear

When someone says 'Fairground'

What do I miss the most?

Sitting on a wall at the coast

Friends that didnt ghost

Friends that felt close

Not just interested in a pose

How do I  sing when I am afraid?

I need that stage

A moment for the moon

'A moment for the moon

half-dipped in midnight

A soft sigh escapes

embellished with stars'-Anon

The song room

I keep looking up

Then I look at the river

I just need to jump

In a field of lilacs

I feel like I'm in love

Sexy tummy

Trance family

I love you

I feel it

I know it

Pulling in to kiss you

I just really miss you

The feel of you

The need of you

A word of fantasy

Please dance with me

He didn't want me fully

There will be someone someday

Sexual connection

Sexual expression

A place to rest on

Everytime

You walk in a room

Im crushing on you

Touching,loving you

Do you feel the same?

Or is it gonna rain?

What is making it?

The one I love

My own home

My dream job

About the waves

I try to keep the fire lit

When the fire is dying

I put on more wood,quick

Love is not always dolphin flip

Blue Poem

Forget me nots

Blueberry muffin tops

Trying to fit in my jeans

Finding something shiny in the streams

I listen to the bluebirds

Wondering if my prayers have been heard

I wanna find a blue sea star

I look at the sky for sapphire and cornflower

I once went to the Blue Mountains

A blue palette 

The blue eyes of an Owlet

'Sunlight on the sea

A dolphin jumping for me'-Anon

I feel as old as the hills

But there is a windmill

I watch the children

'Beauty and play'

I go to the playground

And the Angel sings

I run for the swings

Symphony,strawberry

Symphony,strawberry

The Sky Guys Poem

The owl that flies past

The moon that shines on like a lamp

The stars are our map

And when the sun comes up

And the birds are singing

My eyes open and shut

The Angels are waiting,

Holding a prayer book

Show me its real

Flowers in the fields

A sword and shield

I will write for you

Do right by you

Ready for attention and affection

I look around the room

I wanna meet someone,and grow old like cocoon

Say,how far is the moon?!!

Love,Inspire

Lets sit round a fire

Sing songs to guitar

Dream of the stars

Your photo 

Memory and moments

I can face my opponents

The main doors

The main cinema doors

My heartbeat goes

I have a date tonight

I hope I did my makeup right

Your smile,your love

You pull me up

I felt like I was drowning 

I felt completely stuck

Body positivity 

Your wonderful way

Of making me feel more than ok

Our freedoms

I thank the people that went to war

I thank the people that stood tall

I remember sitting on the beach

Warm rays of joy

Building a castle with its own moat

Under the stars 

Searching for light

Imperfect but worthy

Feel like Im on a journey

I let too many people hurt me

Fairest of stars

Be who you are

I dreamt of ways to get your attention

Going through the doors of heartbreak

Each day a battle

Each day a battle,fought within

with cravings strong,and will so thin'-Anon

Fluorescent light

Blackpool at night

The promise of fish and chips tonight!

Spaghetti Bolognese days

Living on cedarwood drive

Handstands and riding my bike

Losing the football over the fence

You could get a Robinsons ice cream for 25 pence!

Fun in the paddling pool

Sky blue,summer dew

Not by blood

But by bond

Poem

I think about you the most

I wanna hold your hand on the coast

Waiting for you to post

To feel you close

I wanna touch your hair

And see everywhere

Tell you everything and share

I only wanna look at you

Your so caring when Im in low moods

With your smile,I am fine

I want to rhyme

I just wish we had more time

Your chest is my resting place

Lets watch the waves

Poem

I wanna believe in a family

Who catches me

And matches me with love

I wanna believe in a friendship

that doesnt end with the door shut

I wanna believe in a story

Have someone adore me

See it in a book

I wanna believe in a rainbow

Feel the shame go

Be comfortable with the way I look

I wanna believe in adventure

Hands that are tender

To remember my luck and your touch

Poem

Saturday 

Is there someone for me?

Saturday

Will someone steal me away?

Saturday

I've been working all day

Saturday

Protect and care for me

I'm oh so alone but

My heart is still warm

Poem

I wish you were next door

I'd always be at yours

Taking off your clothes!

Neighbours knocking on the walls!

I'd be sucking on your toes

Sucking on your earlobes!

I'd be pouring drinks

Wearing some silky pinks!

We'd stay up all night

Loving,coming till its light

Eventually we sleep

I can hear your heart speak

Perpetual peace

Dreaming of the moment

Dreaming of the moment

Dreaming of the day

I can escape

'Men don't compare us with other women.They compare

us to an ideal'-Lang Leav

'When you don't have the whole attention of someone

you find yourself begging for it from everyone'-Lang Leav

My morning star

I pick up a guitar

But I cannot play,I just song lala

Walking downstairs to the piano

Will I write something?

Will I have a show?

'The power we hold hand in hand'-Anon

I see you

And the moon is whole again

An everlasting friend

Place of shelter

I will help ya

More beautiful to sing

You are everything

A flower in spring

Idea 'Dot chocs'

I want his very heart

A dreaming man

Strong creative power

Happy melody,humanity

Shes a prayer

Shes always there

The prettiest lines

The prettiest letters

Thats what keeps us together

Walking up to the ocean

Gives me endolphins

Holiday delight

Idea 'Divinity fudge'

Teddy towers

All piled up on my bed

They are so soft

Right next to my head

I want human heart

Human emotion

See the skies

See the world

Collect your pearls

When you feel anxious you're usually responding

to something you fear

Hope and reward

The sun

Tangerine and honey

Happiness stuff 

Feeling loved

Remembering 

The high-school daze

Idea

Autism movie called 'A special perspective'

The cinema

Sitting and smiling

Cleaning up your diet

Eating more fruit and veg

Protein in chicken and eggs

Yogart instead of chocolate!

'The mirror shows a form I know

Yet not the one I long to show

Velvet and smiles

Velvet and smiles

The dream of being a model

Sitting in the front isle

Forgetting all the trouble

A pose,a glance

Is this my chance?

'The magic of being outside at twilight'-Anon

Making poetry out of this dead end

I like working at the shop but

Writing is my friend 

I have hope

I have the odd joke

A starbucks look

The laptop shut

A coffee cup

Counting on my luck

'I wanna be stronger

I wanna be new'-Charles A Cino

'The high seas of my hope'-Anon

With a cool mind

With open eyes

I will design

'You must experience to grow,with growth comes knowledge

and with knowledge,you change'-Sara Henderson

Always live your life with one more dream to fulfil

A beautiflu fabric,a classic

Feels like magic

A touch romantic

Sailing to your shores

Eternally yours

Never felt this love before

Take me to the dancefloor

I went my tranquil way

I went my tranquil way

Calm and peaceful

No toxicity

You feel like your under judgement

Memories of spotting squirrels

Eternal liberty

I love it when you look at me

Those eyes of serenity

Calming my anxiety

Friend

If you stay true

My bliss be shared with you

If you turn away

I may not trust what you say

Waves in summer air

Sun kissed hair

Freckles coming out

A sky of stars you can count

'Girl with freckles'

'A small teaspoon of sweet brown sugar sprinkled on her nose'

Light shone direct from heaven

Then came John Lennon

Why am I always alone?

I can hear it outside

Percussive rain

Bouncing off the ground

Running down the drain

'After the rain the air is sweet'-Valerie Dohren

On the beach

As he speaks

Watching the sunset

After your death

Powerfully sensous 

The love between us

You make me feel like life is just

I just have to trust

Acoustics of my heart

I feel like Im playing with darts

Everytime that record starts

Everytime he calls

Everytime a message comes up

'Death of the imagination

death of the soul

death of potential'-Anon

Being loved by you

Enough for you

I wanna make a home,a place

A place of prayer and sanctuary 

And safety

Clarity and functionality

In the hope of love

I open up to you

Smelling a rose

Your eyes are like the blue

When my niece and nephews visit

A biscuit

A kiss on the top of the head

Carrying soft ted

Jumping up and down on the bed

Poet,burn

poet,so alone

When everyone has gone

Im holding on

Writing

Writing

Writing mostly about you

You are too far away

5778 miles of blue

Truthful heart

Truthful heart

Truthful art

Why must we part?

Someone to me

In your company

Or am I just money?

Soft hawaian sea

I am with you joyfully

How did you manage to steal me?

And heal me?

Moonlight serenade

Moonlight when I prayed

Why wouldnt you let me be a barmaid?

Or live by the waves

I cant wait to see you

All I do is dream you

Nephews 

Bright little souls

You are getting tall

Wanna kick a ball?

Songs of magic healing

Coldplay dreaming

Like my favourite keyring

You open doors Im fearing

Warm creative ray

A purer light

Will I speak to you today?

I wait and I write

I call it fascination

'These fans of leaves from Indian Trees

These crimson shells from Indian seas'-Anon

A sleeing lake

A perfect energy

My heartbeat warm

Some soft piano-notes alone

I wanna make us a good home

With the fire burning on

To fall in love

To fall in love and write a book

To find that dress and find that touch

Smiles sitting in Starbucks!

I love you so much

One more sunset to sit and be grateful

Think Iv'e found my angel

I can see his halo

'The tune of heartbeats on a wishful plea'-Anon

'Life was never meant to be one long wait for the big days.

It was meant to be lived everyday in the tiny ones'-Anon

The rain didnt fall,it attacked

Thunder and lightning,the sky cracked

I held on to your hand,attached

Looking into Space

I wanna see your face

I wish we had our own place

A blossom tree and big gates

A purple door,matching cups and plates

You have a secret centre

A whispered name

When am I gonna see you again?

Joyful house

Uplifting house

A dancing mouse

Dad playing the piano,playing strauss

Having a game of draughts

Lots of laughs

Someone say 'A beautiful blog'!!

What do I really want?

My book on the shelves,that sells

Circles all around the world

Or write a song

The love is here

It hasnt gone

My good night call

Handbag companion

Healthy legs

I was just dreaming of you

Healing me,through and through

We grow together

From sex to soul

He made me bold

He didnt leave me out in the cold

Now I smile when Im in his hold

This is my world

I just wanna rest with you

No regrets with you

Specail effects with you

A gaze of love

A praise of love

When love is there

The next curve of the stream

I am ready,I love to dream

Working,working as a team

I love to watch thme on the balance beam

Making steam

The moon and her song

I weep to belong

A sweeter berry in my belly!!

Sweet dear water

The smile of your daughter

Sitting on the beach in the sand

Playing with her shape sorter

When daddy is a joker!

Like a shell,special

Lots of stories to tell

Finding a wishing well

That beach salty smell

I wanna feel adored

I wanna feel adored

I wanna feel totally floored

My name written on the blackboard

A song on the keyboard

A record

Showered with calls

Beauty in the sky

Everything that can fly

A bird,a plane,an Angel

Stars that shine

Fully in you arms

Fully in your love

The sign of a dove

'Success is counted sweetest'-Emily Dickinson

Heart comfort security

Leaves in the trees

Waves on the ocean

Flowers in the fields

I well up emotion

I look at old photographs

'I see friends and blessings'

But now I know the truth

It feels distressing

'The glitter that comes after midnight'-Anon

Magical reality

Our love

Our spirit

Our day

The dearest

Can you hear it?

Alot of passion

Alot of heart

I gave you my passion

I gave you my heart

From sea to shining sea

I travel valiantly

I cant wait to see

Those eyes shining light on me

Answer me

Dance with me

Hurt like a dark cloud

I can hear the comments,

Outloud

Working on my sound

The infinite dance

My love is without end

Please don't break my heart

Always be my friend

Acorns

Whispering together

Your lips,I surrender

Speaking of forever

Catching the smell of ya

Who knew 

You would be waiting there

'The idea

The dream

The spark'-Anon

Going to the cinema

Will I get a glimmer of your love

Will it be written?

Will it be envisioned?

'Kindness is not weakness,

It is a quiet rebellion'-Anon

There is music

There is music

There is a God

Autumn 

Waterfall of leaves

Designer weaves

'My heart aches within from missing you

My lips long for the feel of kissing you'-John Seabrook

Discovering a gem

Shell shops at the beach,aged 10

Like a child

Homes smile

Running in the back garden

A happy time

A paddling pool

Weeks off school

You are 

My nightly prayer

I wish you were near

The pain on my heart move to my eyes

Ballet of butterflies

Sitting to dinner

What a surprise

May the wings of the butterfly kiss the sun

And find your shoulder to light on'-An Irish blessing

Crossing the skies

Free birds in symphony 

I wonder what they see

'The wind whispers secrets 

Through leaves of emerald green

A deer drinks from the stream

Natures wild,vibrant scene'-Anon

In the dance of the wild

The imagination of a child

Pastels in hymns

Perfect perfume

A floral June

Everyone turns around in the room

I feel breathless

Like a pearl necklace

You are so precious

May the Lord bless us

May we find

Bold happiness

A white suit and a pretty dress

Happiness is

When the suns golden shining rays

Meet your eyes

The desire between us

Feeling his fingertips

I count the hours and minutes

The way he holds on to my hips

All smiles,

Our holidays have arrived

Summer tans and oceans

Learning about the Romans

Flirting with the waiterman

Listenning to classic Wham!

Not a clone

'Not a copy,not a clone

Just my own,uniquely grown

Different beat,different stride

Embrace the self,dee inside'-Anon

The aureate light from the sun

Running around with a watergun!

Summer fun

Ice pops sat on the lawn,

Grass warm

New places

How many people have been here?

The marks of a thousand travellers

Beautiful colours

Learning about ancestors

Bringing back stories

Living in my mind

Deep in poetry

I feel the love,everytime

You help me up with every climb

Like sunshine

I want to enshine (perserve)

Fat

Alone,make me ready for combat

I wanna be the one that out lasts

I wanna use the past

Get me back

'The land we fly over looks like a green puzzle'-Anon

There's a touch of love between them

Much love

Faith patience and belief

I will sort out the way I eat

One day I will be ready to speak

Childrens Book Idea

Series called

'With binoculars' 

The Airport

The Backgarden

The Beach

The Park

The Pond

The Stars

My sure survival

Your arrival

Such an eyeful

Retro special

He who created the stars and cocktail bars!!

'When every atom sings

And the stars are dreaming'

Peach-skies

Having waterfights

Running on the beach and flying kites

Cocktail umbrellas and 

Sunset nights

I wanna reach out and touch you

I just wish I got you

Looking far for a star

Looking far for a star

A held out hand

Finding land

Quiet rooted sanctuary

That's what I want my home to be

A place of refuge and protection

A place of love and affection

If you didn't have the best beginning

There's power in continuing

Keep singing

'Moonlight on river'

'Calm night 

Serene beauty

Fireflies dance

The wind carresses the lily'

The mess and the magic

Gotta be hopeful

He will follow

To have his heart and hold

Plane 

Curves of land

I watch from my window

I try to get comfy on my pillow

Scrolling through the movies,like

The Goonies!

Cadbury Advert

Chocolate round your mouth

Secret stash in the house

Keeping chocolate under my bed

Putting calories in the back of my head

Joyful house

The ball has bounce

Excitement is buzzing

The future is coming

Im feeling happy today

I love talking to you

I am your baby

My heart,the arc

Lets kiss in the park

You are always in my thoughts

Without you,everything haunts

'My black skins rockin

my black skins beautiful'-Anon

I am unique

I am real

Dreams,themes,perceptions

 A wait for love

Authenticity 

Genuineness

Originality

Supernatural beings

Harmonized water

Gonna write a song that will live on

Monogamy

Enough for me

Book Idea title 'My mum bakes'!

The wrong pic or the right pic?

Heart break

 I just cant wait

When I talk to you

I smile at my phone

You make my heart race

Just looking at your face

Your lips ever since we met

Make me feel perfect

Quiet magic

We don't need to talk

We don't even need to joke

I didnt have a normal youth

But I am content with my truth

I write because it changes my mood

I am set free

The magic of esteem

Going for your dreams

Following the path right by the streams

Under the duvet I smile

Radiant dawns

Waking up early to birdsong

Red,pink,purple sky

I want to fly

I want to touch

Theres moonlight in your hair

Your smell is in the air

You are my cure

Purple London

Always you

I turn to you

The sun and the deep blue

We think about the rain

But we forget about the rainbow

The brave act of still hoping

Still coping

Still joking

Showing all your love

Feel my heart

Seal my heart

I have shown you every part

I have cried

But you have held me in the dark

Encouraged me to believe in the stars