Thursday, 18 January 2018

A space

A space in my bed
Come and rest your head
My lips are red and
My suspenders go right up my leg!

A space in my racing heart
You make my eyes walk
We lie on a pillow
I can feel your hands go low
We flow together

Oysterbed

Feel like a monster for eating
Feel like a cow for sleeping
Feel like a bullied dog for weeping
The sea is deepening and it’s freezing
Gotta keep breathing

I have this dream,we are kissing and tickling
I have this scene,we are blissing and clicking

What happened to me?
Am I lost at sea?
He talks and he traps
I just want to be free

A traveller,
A gospeller,
A counsellor,
A oracular (wise and prophetic)
A flowerer,
A follower of my blog!

I don’t want a spirit killer

Children’s book idea

‘A girl with a magic pen’

Chocolate lips

‘The kiss of silk’-Gwendolyn Brooks

‘Hero’s kiss’-Gwendolyn Brooks

Love-rooms
The beautiful wife









I need a Angel

I need an Angel
I wanna change the world
Just a little bit of the world

People
They are stronger in gangs
I pray for a happy summer

Alien
Did you appear before us?
Like in a gust of wind?

A dream about finding caves

Drop a petal in the ocean
And watch it waltz away
Drop a message in a bottle
And pray

I love the secrets of the sea
Those that light up in the dark
I love the secrets of the tree
Little creatures hiding in the bark

They stopped me making my own nest
They stopped me thinking I had rest
I wonder if they would ever confess,
To making me a mess

Angel wings
An Angel sings
As she looks for rings

Angels cry
They don’t want to try
During divorce procedings

I wake up each morning
Not know what is my calling
I want to put all my soul into you
I want to play music and I just
Want to use it for love

I’m turning 38
Alone and obesely overweight
I need fate to intervene
I need the gates to open
Please God,
I cannot wait,I don’t think I could cope
With another …

Memory is power
Memory is an open flower,a character
But a bad memory can close you up
And make you afraid

Workflirt

Something shiney
Something designy
Something winey!

Different
I think your heaven-sent
I want to share my box of currants!

Is it you?

Are you fun or are you the one?
Are you a fling or are you a ring?
Are you a bee that stings or a bird that sings?

Special
Let’s just set Sail
Feels like I can’t fail when I am with you

‘One luminary clock’-Robert Frost

A happy village in raspberry light

‘Egg of earth holds the sun inside’-James Applewhite

A cosy biscuit by lovers moon

‘The sky is blue,without a blemish’-Jonathan Holden

A butterfly in light
The power of their faces

‘The heart of me weeps to belong’-D.H.Lawrence


They paved the way

They paved the way
The suffragettes

I feel like I’m not being a woman

‘Under the cherry
Blossom soup
Blossom salad’-Haiku Basho

Awaiting love,respect,insect song

Breathing in the magic air
A sweet lullaby into dreamland

‘Gesture,motion,smile’-Thomas Ford

The sea of faith and moonlight gloss

Ever the best

A beautiful parlour

‘Amen-key’-W.M.Thackeray

Grouped together like flowers
A picture palm to palm

The soul of the sea can be
Peaceful or angry

I decided to get the gym gear
Ditched the fear and wiped the tears
This year, ‘I am here’

Who is going to forgive?The chocolate,crisps
Who is going to forgive?A girl that can’t kiss
Who is going to forgive?All these stretchmarks
Who is going to forgive?BMI off the charts
Who is going to forgive?The fattest girl on the park
Who is going to forgive?A girl that can’t remember
Who is going to forgivr?Wanting love to be tender

Idea label name ‘Pretty and Kitty’

I can’t sleep in,normally
I wake up so early,he tortures me

Magic Air

Magic air take me where I belong
Magic air take me where I can find tongue
Magic air take me where I write songs
Magic air take me where I am fond

I don’t think I have the guts
I don’t think I’m smart enough
I have destroyed me looks
But I’m singing all the time inside
I need to feel alive
Get up early for high tide

I love to describe

You give me those eyes
I forget all your lies
You welcome my size
I believe you are wise

Peach snapps
Beach napps

A peach bobbing on the beach!

A banana in a calmer!

A shiny apple by the castle!

Lot’s of berries from a garden of fairies!

A satsuma blooma!

Keep in shape,a bunch of grapes,no cake!

A fruit salad palette!

Didn’t have the brains
Killed by tropical rain,the pain
But who wants to be the same?



The Nurse

The Nurse
I was hoping to find a nurse
Like perfect verse
I felt so hurt

Why did the Lord put me on a psyche ward?
His voice is cutting up my mind
I just want him to be kind

Someone to care and have pasta
Somebody that stares and makes my heart go faster

Idea Chocolate Angel

Still drowning
Completely drowning
There’s no gown I can get in

Please let me slim down
Pound after pound
I want to go out into town less round

A clown and sound

A new beginning
Fresh linen
Lots of water drinking
A body for winning
I miss singing
I must start singing
Do my pink thing
9 stone lots of kissing

Charity shop
The bric-brac collection!

‘The constellations of islands’-Richard Georges

What are you up to?
Wordstuff

Grief song
She closes her petals

‘Peace bowl’-Paul Muldoon

Used to be full of desire
Looking for a castle

I wanted to inspire
I wanted to dazzle

They tell me to smile
But I’m climbing the toughest mile
I used to sing as a child
All I do now is survive

I want to appreciate life

I want to be an echo in the sky
Travel for miles and miles
I want to be an echo in the sea
And find a golden key

I want to be remembered

I put my head on your chest
My heart feels like I may arrest

1 biscuit?1 choc?

The best diet?
Do not lie to yourself about it
Or cry about it
When you succeed
You will fly about it!

The Biggest Cry

I wake up each morning without any memory
That gives me anxiety
I can’t get a normal job
They can tell I can’t keep up
Then,there is my figure
I hate it in every picture
How did they do that in rickshaw?
I feel sick and I’m feeling bitter

I have no love,am I not enough?
I’m fat and have marks no-one would touch
I knock on wood

Purple Christmas lights in my bedroom window

Nothing

Nothing is done
It’s been 17yrs since I have been ‘gone’
Nothing has been braved
Nothing has been paved
I feel like I’m screaming alone

Everything
Looking at the earth from above
Can I still find true friends and love?
Will I ever find a house?
Or will I end up a squashed little mouse?

White

White

Brides everywhere in the wispy clouds
A white rabbit
A snow covered Mount
A white turtle dove
Snow covering the trees
Ice melting into the seas
A white flower and lingerie
A white jumping dolphin
A large glass of milk
White lights in the sky
A white butterfly
A white galloping horse
The purest pearl
A white peacock in all array
A white honeysuckle
A white swan

A prayer for running,swimming magic

Image of love
A picture,a carving

Panick attacks
The healthy ‘act’

My life feels like a problem I cannot solve
I look down at my stomach and marks
I think I’ll never be involved
His voice is still here

It’s like I’m being followed
Is this a creep?
Or is it cupid and her arrow?

The darkest hour
The falling flower

The Christmas Carol

I’m haunted by the past
Stuck in the present
And I fear the ghost of Xmas Future
Cannot be changed

Santa’s sleigh and family
It’s time to play with our toys!

A turkey dinner
A cracker winner
Joy to all the world!

New Year’s Eve
All I need is true love’s kiss,pl,please

Christmas Day

The turkey took centre stage
Stuffed with onion and sage
Roast potatoes ,carrots and swede
Lot’s and lot’s of mouths to feed!
Pigs in blankets,let’s hope they manage it
Tasty gravy,Merry Christmas baby!

New Year’s Eve

Sparkly dresses and drinking to world peace
Making a resolution ‘I won’t be obese’
A piece of chocolate log
Then I should think about my pod!
Yet again,I feel so lonely
I cry at midnight,am I the only?
Why am I without a lover?
Because I’m hiding under Christmas jumpers?

I just don’t want to be cheated or beated

New Year’s Day

A ‘salad’ buffet!
I pray that tomorrow I won’t delay
I have wished my friends and family a Happy New Year
That they will find peace and love,
And ‘act on’ that idea!
I hope I am brave this year
I hope I get fit
I hope I don’t sit around and just quit

I wish the heavens would pour me some love
The world is turning and I just look up
Maybe a meeting at Starbucks?

Or a walk on the park in warm hats and gloves
The soft clouds,birds singing loud
The smell of coffee and wedding vows!

I look back and suddenly
I am a little girl under the Christmas tree

It’s like the woods with flashing lights
And those hanging chocolates everyone likes
The presents are like towers,a city,the wrapping paper so so pretty
Gold coins like the sun


Christmas

Christmas

It’s the night before Christmas
I hope Santa don’t miss us
I’m thinking of dishes of delicious food!
Because I have been good!
Chocolate coins and Xmas pud!
Will I wake up in the middle of the night?
See Santa downstairs having a bite?
Watch the snow turn everything white?
By candlelight ,I know Jesus is right
I have a wish to carry on
What about Christmas Fitness?
Love to our Mothers,Fathers,Brothers,Sisters

Cadbury,bad for me!
A devilled yummy day!

My heart
I give it to you
Your eyes are a precious blue
I want to take you to the moon
Switch on some fairy lights in my room

I am romantic,dancing and singing
Aromatic,please understand it
Holding hands in front of the fire
That’s all I require

To see you smile,to hear you dial
You glisten like a child
If it’s cold outside come under the blanket
After a big banquet

Headbands and agate necklaces

Teardrops falling in the sand
Waiting for you to understand
You see,this fate was never really planned
I just wanted a home,a piece a land

Heartbroke
I need the notes

Boxing Day

The food needs to be lay
Those pringles keep coming my way!
The children are putting on a play!
Having a game of monopoly!
Pass the box of Milk Tray!

Relationships
I don’t want it to feel like they have a secret

The Light Show

Colours wisping in the sky
Couples kissing as the geysers jump high
The stars,the diamonds are on black velvet
Eyes are completely moonlit

The waves are gentle on the night boat
Hearts are sentimental keeping warm in a big long coat
The snow is crisp underfoot as they walk
To their woodland hut

They feel like children watching flickering colours
And layers of ribbon
Slow dancing to the rhythm of Iceland,totally smitten

In the constellations my heart is beating
In the sunshine my heart is feeling

I can use my imagination
I hate examination

The Angel flew off the tree
And made her way upstairs
She kissed the children off to sleep
So Santa could deliver eclairs!

Toned lady
Needing anew

Let’s follow ‘The Spice Plan’

True love
I want your lips
I want to kiss,not to miss
Whisk me away,originally!
Be there forever
Be my shelter

When I sink into you it’s like a sunset
When I sink into you it feels like velvet

I’m gonna belt it out
Because you melt in my mouth
I want to find a house
I’m not in this to just browse
I am so aroused!



Singing's good for fear

‘Singing’s good for fear’-Ted Hughes

‘Must be the skyline’-Ted Hughes

Weight of darkness
I must start the discipline

‘But the seabed is dark’-Ted Hughes

‘Can any words of my love,
Or loving act of my hands,reach you?’-Ted Hughes

Make a big magic

‘God of the bright day’-Ted Hughes

Your face is lustral brilliance

Voice lost in the tempest

Nativity
A halo of sanctity

‘Gathered in the wind and the rain’-A ‘Banjo’ Paterson

All aglow at the party

Smiles can win
A prayer to heaven

‘Sunlit plains as wide as seas’-A.B.Paterson

‘When twofold silence was the song of love’-Anon

‘The radiant star of day’-Thomas Edwards

Your arm,your charm
I feel calm

The feeling heart
I look up at the art

Southern beam

The holiest harmonies in church

A melody that floats!

In the spiritual city
I flirted in the moon

Australia’s southern lightness

The sun
The mighty fire

Mysteries of sin
Please wash away the dirt and rain

She walked with dancing curls

Filmy eyes at the cinema

Musical memory

The appeal of good
The appeal of God

I imagine a songful crowd

‘Your dear image that I love so much’-Agnes Mary Robinson

Children in milk-soft sleep

A dream of victory
Everytime I wake up

Sea-smell-sunlight

Love sweetly,love tenderly

The sky full of lilac clouds

The latest disco bet,as the oldies say!

‘Compass of the night’-Dick Hayes

‘Blue as a river’-R.S.Thomas

‘An orchard of stars’-R.S.Thomas

Youthful truthful song

Papers,talk of the beautiful

African watersong

Without the angels,I hide

‘Echoes of its arrival’-R.S.Thomas

‘How far is it to God’-R.S.Thomas

‘A tinkling music’-R.S.Thomas

The movement of the curtain