I wanna visit

I wanna visit

A fountain and a shrine

I wanna visit Japan

Walk underneath the blossom trees

Go to traditional tea ceremonies

I feel safe,sound,whole

'We shall burn like torches,you and I '-Alexander Shihwag

'Sweetest flower of the earth'-Alexander Shihwag

A timeless silhouette

Just wanted to be perfect

A bond girl in a bond dress

Scrumptious meal

Sex appeal

Its the way you make me feel

Taking my hand,making it real

Welcome to my

Ever open door

Anytime you need help

Ill be there for sure

So many nights in my room

Alone,staring at the moon

Now I'm trying

Trying to re-enter society

Hoping someone will believe in me

Social anxiety is related to increased negative thinking

Thinking the worst will happen

Schizophrenia

The loneliest feeling in the world

is not being understood by anyone

When I was in hospital 

I dreamed of somewhere tropical

Of life being possible

I need to learn positive,healthier ways

Rejected,sad,alone

I just wanna find my home

Find somewhere safe and warm

The magic of creating

Writing,drawing,painting

Walking on the beach

A silent battle

Dipping in my toe,I paddle

I hope today is not a sad one

An anxious rut

When your feeling panicked and stuck

When your lost,you dont know what to do

Looking in  every direction

For a little effection

Everyday is a new opportunity

You wake up,theres every possibility

What you pray for,what you dream

Will arrive,

You will survive and heal

Dreaming of an instrument and a tight belly!

Christmas night

This time it wasnt white

But I still feel Merry and bright!

I thank God for is love and light

Sitting here feels just right

Holding a glass,snacking is nice

I wish everybody a starry sky

Presents piled high!

Lot's of chocolates passing by

That sound when you open a bottle of wine

Everyone,

Just be kind

The peace we seek within

Breathing,believing

I look up for Angels

The ocean bounty

Opening the pantry!

My shoes are all sandy

Looking for candy!

World of harmony

Peaceful souls in unity

Thats how I feel looking at the sea

Stirring a cup of coffee

Or looking at a pink blossom tree

I will write until I am healed

Until I fit into those jeans

Until I am part of a team

George playing in the snow

Walking in sunshine

Watching in fall

We can make a snowman or snowball

'In kindness we shine'-Anon

Your smell is my favourite 

Coming up the stairs

Or breathing in your shirt