Saturday, 1 June 2024

Relationships

Relationships

We have to be loyal,kind and true

'Too keep ourselves in this dance'-Anon


Sometimes I feel so lost

Mindlessly out the TV on and watch

I never had any guidence


An old summer cassette

Makes me think of how we met


Working in a nursery

Play-mates star-daze


Start a song

Pick me and I'll belong

And I wont have to be alone

Someday

Someone will know where I'm coming from


Feeling empty and numb

Even though I was young

And the worlds still spinning

Even though I'm not kissing

I'm just missing my love


Start a dream

Collect some water from the stream

And let it heal

Like flying over a airfield


Start a friendship

Someone to keep your secrets

Dries our tears and hears your story,supportly


Out of the shadows 

I'll reclaim my powers

Shoot up like a flower

Get back to the piano

Grow some tomatoes


I look at the world

I see design


Seashells on the beach

Flowers at my feet


Circles on a tree stump

I'd like to jump


There's pictures in the clouds

Birds are making sounds


Design in every leaf

A rock underneath


Our delicate hearts

Pulled apart

When the raindrops start

Is it better than the desert?


I wish I had your support

That you read my poems and notes

Your blessings to fly

Your blessings to try

I'm not ready to say goodbye to my dreams


A galaxy to walk

We have all night to talk


Write a dream

Write a dream

A little self-esteem

You have magic beans

The stars are on my ceiling


GCSE's 


The battle and the breeze

Lot's of revision and coffees

Till 4am I can hear the birds in the trees

I say a prayer,walking uneasy


'Snow is a strange whiteword'-Isaac Rosenberg


'Perfect quiet the eternal stars'-Walt Whitman


With fullness of heart

I sit at the piano like a little Mozart

I just don't want us to part

I wanna sing like a Lark


Entry of a demon

He took away my freedom

I don't know the reason

Its been happening for years,man


Works 'Books baby'


Into a stunner

Turned into a stunner

You don't know it when you are younger

Trying to beat the hunger

You dream and you wonder


'Write a song and breathe it from your lungs'Anon


'The Simpsons'

Animating energy


Give me your hand

I will take you to a fantasy land

I will put you in a faraway trance


If only there wasn't this distance


I hope

The darkest night has ended

He will say he just pretended

But I can always sense it,when he's not telling the truth

Do I give him the benefit of the doubt because he is cute?


'I want to be adorned with flowers and be kissed by the sun'-Noor Sckfani


Eyes hold the future

Working on the computer


A basketball shooter

A football commuter


'Too see I'm amethyst beneath'-Elliot Rami rez-Rodgers


The fire of the sky

Colours of the Northern lights

They make you cry

Dancing like sheets

Dancing like rhyme


Qualities of kindness,creativity,loyalty


Exercise,walking miles

Makes smiles

Beauty and appreciation


A memory

Black and white TV

In the kitchen,cooking tea


What do I want?

An endless waterfall

A picture of you on the wall


I cant wait 

I cant wait for our trip

Satin on my lips

My heart skips




You are my sunshine

You are my sunshine

My paradise

The stars in the skies

I hate goodbyes


I have butterflies

Love in my eyes


'I found rhythm and joined the dance'-Anon


Going into the studios 

It feels like I want it the most

And now I have to be original

I haven't forgotten about you at all


'Waiting for salvation to shimmer over my horizon'-Anon


A magical evening

The sun is setting,Im dreaming


The waves are lapping on the shore

I want to explore

I wish I could draw


Comforting curves

Comforting words


Under pastel sheets


Under a sunset

Its like we are under pastel sheets

Kissing and lying down,feet to feet


'In the delight of new romance'-Anon


I took a chance

Planted the flowers with my own hands


Dreaming of seaside life

Cycling on my own bike

Flying my own kite

Staying up late at night


The talking stage

Wild imaginings


I wanna fill you up


'To laugh and cry with

To fight and die with'-Emily A Myers


'Its choosing to stay loyal

Its praying for their soul'-Emily A Myers


'I welcome your touch

Get lost in the rush'-Emily A Myers


'Mind,heart,health,dream'-Anon


'Writing a poem is discovering'-Robert Frost


A natural high

The high of you

Lastnight was real and true

The sky was glitter,the sea was too


Braving rejection

Craving connection


I need your protection

I need your affection

Your intervention


Our conversations are my favourite

A chart hit

A piece of chocolate

An ice cream

Every flavour of it!!


Ghosting 

I guess we are not friends anymore

But I just wanna know,why did you close the door?

Wasnt I your sister,before?


I have got the 'Ick'

I feel unattractive

I stand in the mirror,I try to be a giver

But I'm hoping for some magic


Can I say anything?

Can I be your dream?

Can we hide under the bridge of the stream?

Can I keep you believing?

 

The Studio

The Studio


I need to grow

I remember singing 'Over the rainbow'


Do I have the writing?

I pray for the dieting

It feels quite frightening


'The acorn has grown into a tall oak tree'-Anon


My Acorn,popcorn

I loved being with you at your Uni dorm


When I see your messages

It thrills my heart

I want to tell everyone but I cant

Do I have to choose between you and my family?

Because it feels like he's the only one believing in me

He revels my work,my poetry


A fountain and a cave'-Anon


Follow my bliss

Be an optimist


Sweetly ,sweetly blew the breeze

When you came into my life,relief


I wanna see your face everyday

I wanna sing and create

Hold your hand tightly along the way


You are made of wild flowers

Just like tall towers


So I can do acts of kindness


'Music strong and saintly song'-Coleridge 


I stand in line

'By the tree of knowledge'-Anon


Beauty-making powers

Hair dressers

Fashion designers

Make up ,Jewellery

A bunch of flowers


A special flower

Enchantress power

Under your spell


The spark between our souls

I smile,waiting for your call

You are there,when I fall

You make me feel like solid gold


I give you the space to express

I believe in openness


I want you to feel comfortable

Tell me if your in trouble


We are in a bubble

A completed puzzle


Thank God

I found a shimmering star

The tallest flower


'All hearts are travellers looking for a fire'-Matt Buonocore


My loving hand to touch

My loving hand to touch 

I love you so much

You are my hero,you are my book

Let's find a little beach hut and f....


Looking at a picture of you

Fills me up full

It makes me emotional


I just hate us being apart

I wanna listen to your heart


A beautiful airfield

I watch from the window


I wanna see the tulips of Amsterdam

I wanna see the Mountains in Switzerland

I wanna visit vineyards in the South of France


The seas minerals 

Good for your skin?

Moisterising?


A dream of glitterbay


Driving down to the sea

Dreaming of ice cream

Putting on your sunshades

Packing your buckets and spades

Passing the murray mints

Watching the water glint


The dream of the choir

This room is on fire

There to Inspire

A crowd riser


Dreamer of holidays!

Dreamer of sundaes!

Dreamer of dessert trolleys!

Dreamer of the hotel pool

Sticking in your spoon!


'The caves,the glitter'-Anon


Buried to my neck

But the sky is perfect 

The beach I love it


I wanna feed the birds at the echoing church


'Build a new fire.And thank God'-Anon


A magic flock of birds

Flying over seasides and gardens


When your unhappy

A magic word

I wanna show you I really care

A magic caress

Lie with me and take rest


'Mastery of song

Weeps to belong'-D H Lawrence


'The lovely erotic flame of the candle light'-Douglas Dunn


Sweet silent thought


I remember the days of sweet silent thought

The days I walked through New York

Looked up at the buildings,watched Broadway shows

Dreaming of being on a billboard


Queing at the hot dog stand

Smelling the flowers all around

A walk on central park

The lights when it gets dark


'Star and flower'-Anon


Quiet by the ocean

I give you my devotion

I hope that you are open


'A scallop-shell quiet'-Anon



Overeating

Overeating

Undereating

They wanna be in love

They wanna be enough


Heart,honey


Food,Jokes,Hugs

Delivered with a smile

I wish I was still a child

Running in the wild


Why do I write?

Words have magic

Words have sight

The brightest light


Regret


A wave of grief comes over me when I think about my past

Why did I listen to their chants?

That holiday in France


'Some people feel the rain others just get wet'-Bob Marley


Diamonte poems

Lantern poems


Like little gems shining

A light that is blinding


To music

Am I stupid for believing in love?

Am I weak?Am I not tough enough?


I look at the cherubs

I wait for a message


The ultimate low in hospital

Voices in my head,so alone


Too many biscuits and a vending machine

Looking for lifes meaning


Wishing just for once,for once you would win

Going to the funfair and cuddling

Kissing in the corridor

Feeling loved and adored




Mercy

Mercy


God,do you have mercy?


There's voices in my head but there's

no-one to nurse me

I'm in the woods but on-one will search for me


I feel like a dying flower,they just want to unearth me

Burn me at the skate for all my mistakes

Just plainly desert me


I pray for Angels to unburden me 

I pray for their wings

I pray someone will care for me


I didn't lie for a second

The pain was real,but did I deserve to be sectioned?


Trapped and unable to heal

Tears rolling as I kneel


I'll be honest

I will confess

I ate all that chocolate

I'm crying,I need to fit in my dress

Be the prettiest

The one that turns heads

Making everyone smile that listens


Why did they leave me?

Why didn't they heal me?

Why did nobody shield me?


So many years,no saturday night

No discolight

No friends and drinks,no romance


I wanna see a shooting star

So then I could wish you werent so far

It is so hard,you are so precious

I wanna get on that plane for all your messages

Answer all your wishes


I wanna walk with you on the bay

Watch every wave

A sunset,like pastels and soft shades


Cold sand under our feet

I know you understand

It feels like a dream

It feels like peace


Some people are 'innately bitchy'

Pushing past you in a cold city

Scratching you like a wild kitty


I wanna give you a unique offering

I wanna make you dance and sing

Build a fire,build our everything


Perfectionism

How you look,how you work

It always seems to hurt

You feel injured


The beauty of Angels and doves

The beauty of us

It feels so lush

I feels so just


After lovemaking 

I just wanna lie with you


Alone,

I go to a music concert

A prayer is in the room

We are all singing the same tune


Magical,in unison

Like medicine


The soft amber glows of the day

Happy to be on our holiday

In search of a summer bay

A seafood buffet!!


'Take me to your orange smoke and purple caves'-Louise Gooodfield