Friday 29 July 2016

The Found Letter draft 3

Jasmine looked up at the shop window and saw a beautiful soft wedding dress fanned out like a white peacock.Putting her hand up to the window she became a little girl,dreaming of love and prince charming.However, she was there for a job interview and took a deep breathe before entering the premises.
A member of staff told her where to sit and she began waiting for her name to be called out,glancing  at the nondescript cream door every time it opened. She was currently a volunteer at a charity shop and worked five days a week.It wasn’t the career she had hoped for but after being made redundant following the closure of a major chain store, retail jobs had proved to be thin on the ground. The woman at the Job Club had told her volunteering would look good on her CV. Then she saw this – a full time sales job in a different branch. Jasmine realised that this would be ideal. She loved the atmosphere in the shop; unpacking and discovering all sorts of different items.
The manager of the shop invited her in and introduced herself.Her name was Lily,a pleasant looking woman who was obviously devoted to her job and helping people.Jasmine introduced herself and passed her CV across the table.Lily began to ask questions about Jasmine’s suitability for the role and if she had any experience in retail and customer service.
Jasmine answered the questions with spirit and compassion and thought maybe the last four years of volunteering had at last paid off.She was an honest young woman and came across as both trustworthy and genuine.
She said
“I believe in the safety of all people,children,the elderly and the vunlerable.I am a hard worker,organised and I would love the opportunity to become assistant manager at your shop.I would love to feel like I was making a difference.
Lily asked
“Do you have any particular knowledge or interests?”
‘Yes I am a musician and I play the piano.I also read and write poetry a lot so I’m always on the lookout for poetry books!Infact, one of my hobbies is looking round charity shops!I have experience in dressing windows and displaying items throughout the shop floor.I like to feature certain items to catch the eye of the customer and I do love a good ornament!!!
Monday morning soon came round and Jasmine found herself starting a new job.She was excited.She thanked Lily for giving her this chance and began with making her a coffee.Lily explained to Jasmine that she wanted her to watch and learn,and even take notes if needs be.
Quite promptly at 9 o clock the back door rang.It was someone with a donation.However,Lily needed Jasmine to nip to the post office before they went through it.
She handed her a badge and Jasmine printed and signed her name.
On return from the post office Lily showed Jasmine how to use the till.It was touch screen with a keyboard.Jasmine was feeling a little nervous but she put on a big smile and listened very carefully.
‘Let’s have a practice run’
She explained methods of payment,by cash or card and showed her the keys to open the jewellery cabinet.
‘So beware of little hands’!
She then explained to Jasmine the shops return policy and told her to check that CD’s and DVD’s were in their covers.
A customer came in with another donation.They seemed to be mounting up!Lily showed Jasmine how to use the clothes steamer and left her to sort things by herself.
‘Wow’!He was nice!Jasmine thought.
Lily smiled and said
‘Anything we can’t sell goes in the ragbag’
Then Jasmine started looking through the bag,she smelled the clothes and checked for labels.
She picked up an old flying jacket and searched the pockets.She felt something inside.Realising it was a letter she slipped under the counter.
Jasmine worried what to do
Should she tell Lily?
Who wrote the letter?
Who was it for?
While Jasmine was day dreaming a customer donated 100 pairs of designer shoes but her mind was elsewhere.Even the ‘Owl Lady’ a customer that collected anything ‘owl related’ couldn’t get her full attention.
Lily explained
‘There’s lots of people out there,some come in to just talk.’Oh and keep the mannequins dressed we don’t want them naked in the window’!It’s nice to see a smile on someone’s face when they are thrilled with what they have found’
The door bell rang again
It was another customer with a donation.Lots and lots of books,novels,children’s books,and cookery manuals.
‘We had a bereavement in the family’ said a sad looking woman of around 40.
 ‘Sorry for your loss’ said Jasmine genuinely and took them to be sorted.
There were some old and new photo frames that Jasmine put on the shelf but Lily suggested she wipe over them as they looked a bit dusty.
‘Save anything special for the window’
Two days later she eventually decided to open the letter
It read
Dear Jean
I only have minutes to write to you but it feels so long since we last spoke.
To be with you is like being wrapped in the warm ocean,a warm breathing ocean.
But without you I have lost my reason and it feels like I am drowning.
I want to kiss you and I keep wishing you were near.
To have your affection is perfect.
 I am dying for your touch,your sweet hair.
You are a part of nature.
You are everywhere.
Your heart is my only treasure.
I know that fate has plans for us and I will always be faithful.
I love you.
It’s my first thought when I wake.
Meet me by the Lake,Friday,6pm.
Forever

David…….

The letter dated May 12th 1955 and Jasmine was left feeling utterly emotional.She was an honest person and had to show the letter to Lily.Lily read the letter and also began to cry.
“It’s beautiful,no wonder you read it over and over.
I wish someone would send me a letter like that”

“Me too’

“Romance is’nt dead afterall ”!

Both Jasmine and Lily smiled at each other.

The next day Jasmine made the coffee and went to the post office as usual.Lily told her to save anything yellow for the front window for the upcoming summer festival.
Jasmine was still learning on the job.She priced up each item using the price chart and printed off the barcodes.
Two weeks after they discovered the letter Jasmine decided after much soul searching to visit the address on the envelope.
She felt it was important to find the lady it was addressed to.And also she remembered the man who brought in the jacket was quite a looker!
When Jasmine was on the bus on route to the address on the letter she re-read the letter and burst into tears.She thought you stupid old romantic!
Walking down the street there were pink blossoms falling softly to the ground in a slight breeze.When she arrived she took a deep breath and rang the doorbell.
Who should answer the door?

‘THAT’ ‘guy’!

She asked for Mrs Clarke.

The young man said

‘Yes,that’s my grandma’

Jasmine asked him if she could speak to her a moment and recognising her from the charity shop he let her in.His name was Tom.He introduced Jasmine to his grandma and wondered why she had come to see her.Jasmine asked the lady if her name was Mrs Jean Richards,
She answered
‘Yes but Richards was my maiden name,my married name is Rodgers”

‘I found this in a flying jacket’ said Jasmine holding out the letter.

Mrs Rodgers read the letter and to Jasmines horror began to cry.
“He was killed in a freak accident on a practice flight,you see.
I never got this letter,
He must have thought I stood him up”

Mrs Rodgers continued to sob and Jasmine was feeling very guilty.She told the old lady that she was sorry to hear that and left.
 “I’m sorry it isn’t better news but I must get back to the shop”she said awkwardly.
Back at the charity shop Lily asked how it went?
“I think it was a mistake
The man who wrote her the letter was killed in a flying accident and I feel terrible”
Lily then told her not to blame herself.It was a lovely letter and at least Mrs Rodgers knew he didn’t forget her.
About a month later.Jasmine was serving customers in the shop when Tom called in.
She hide.She felt like she couldn’t face him.She felt breathless and totally embarrassed.
She came out when the coast was clear and despite his handsome looks she prayed she would not see him again.
A few months later she ran upstairs when she saw Tom walking past outside.
However,Lily called her from upstairs and she came down reluctantly.

“Thomas and Jean are here to see you’

Jasmine asked what could she do for them but Jean then went on to say
“I need to tell you,you did the right thing giving me that letter.So please don’t feel bad
The only thing I feel bad about is that his accident stopped us from being together.
And I don’t want anything like that to happen to you two”

Mrs Rodgers looked at Tom and Jasmine and gave him a nudge to ask her out!
Jasmine said yes and smiled.She was getting butterflies and began to feel excited!
Where can I take her?Thought Tom.Grandma made a suggestion and whispered it in his ear.
On the Friday evening Jasmine was getting ready for her date!
Lippy,mascara and a prayer!
Tom picked her up but wouldn’t  tell her where they were going,’Somewhere special’
Tom drove up to a Lake ,it was the Lake his Grandma all those years ago was meant to meet her young love!
They parked at a little summerhouse.It was enchanting and Jasmine couldn’t believe he had brought her there.Both of them were besotted.The trees were fern,magical,trustworthy.
He unpacked a beautiful picnic by the light of a soft candle.
The air smelled of burning wood and the birds were in song
At last,they were happy peaceful,fond





















Friday 8 July 2016

Terrified of breakage

Terrified of breakage

Whatever you do bring flowers

The password?……Friend

Fields of memory
Powerful sun
The children go to sleep

They look like mints on a pillow

Poetry is not forced

A true seducer
He had a glow like wine

Where petals fall

Passions and dreams

Child abuse?
They are Innocents

‘Gleams a spark
Passion in the dark’-Carolyn Kizer

‘The flesh of the poet’-Carolyn Kizer

Garden of birth
Serenity of earth

The carousel of love
A gentle dove

A collage of stars
In my wardrobe!

Washes us apart

Day of prayer
Love and care

The blessed falls
A secret happiness

Song of the free
Mystic harmony

It’s all about the bum!

‘When youth and pleasure meet’-Lord Byron

The playful spray of a humpback whale

Parting song
I reach out my hand to yours

‘He loved the brook’s soft sound’-John Clare

‘Let the warm love in’-John Keats

‘I hold it towards you’-John Keats

Schizophrenia and the ‘Wished for’ years

A golden glare and a smile

‘To the tingling stars’-Lord Tennyson

‘Singer of the beautiful’-Ebenezer Jones

‘One aim,one business,one desire’-Matthew Arnold

Idea

‘The Sunset bar’

I feel to weak to mend

Mystery of the blue
When will I meet you?

Orion of light

A magic memory
Kissed me tenderly

Beauty,beauty,beauty,beauty,truly

The Angels came
Little flower of love

Angry waves are coming towards me

‘Puts heart in the earth’-Philip Bourk Marston

Do it with the eyes
Open up your skies

I gift of rest
I love my sleep

‘She took the berries with her hand,
And the love with her sweet eyes’-Francis Thompson

I stopped at Mountain brook

‘Inside my brain a dull tom-tom begins’-T’S’Eliot

Invitation to the dance
Waiting





My heart is like the sea

‘My heart is like the sea
Where many a pearl maybe’-Gwen Harwood

Image

Child with milk and storybook

‘Consumed with total love’-Gwen Harwood

Look at everything in life with laughter

Catch the bus in the rain
With laughter

Chase the bin down the street
With laugher

Pick up your shopping from a broken bag
With laughter

‘Colours sing in your dress’-Gwen Harwood

Saturday night sweets

‘You of the birds’-Gwen Harwood

Ice cream
Harmony and delight!

Zesty blood cider
England’s football blinders
Eagle and child
When I walked in you smiled

Kiss kiss wish wish
But he was ish ish

The radiance of perfect love

Career a blossom climb

Deer to the touch

Kaleidoscope of light coming through the trees
So many kinds of gold

The rainbow over this house is
Like the whole of you

‘Pencilled on the sky’-Elizabeth Jennings

‘When poetry is spoken
That door is opened and the light is shed’-Elizabeth Jennings

The golden word is love

Love is a storm but love can be so warm

My words before death
Live your life with breathe and dreams

To the waves of the open sea
The spirit of poetry
Waves of standing hay

Paradise is
An endless movie

Age Concern charity shop

A graceful ornament
And a merry smile

So you have a considering eye?

A true lake
A feeling of openness

‘The flame of the poem’-Denise Levertov

‘Fernlike,trustful’-Denise Levertov

‘Pierces the heart all summer’-Denise Levertov

‘There was a white candle in your heart’-Denise Levertov

That kind candle
As we made love

‘The sapphire bloom’-Denise Levertov

‘The knowing joy of love’-Denise Levertov

‘Dew-beads of light’-Denise Levertov

The breaking of bread
And bbq chicken!

‘The cloud-rifts share their amber light’-Robert Louis Stevenson

A glittering frame

‘My whole soul rises and falls
And leaps and tumbles with you’-Robert Louis Stevenson

‘Coasting mountain clouds and kisst
By the eveninga amethyst’-Robert Louis Stevenson

Flowers and song
Flowers and girls

Songful

‘The name of a strong tower’-Robert Louis Stevenson

‘One star,one lamp.one peace’-Edward Thomas

We walk around the shops

Beauty is there

We go on holiday

Beauty is there

The moon and I had a little cry

A clear brook and
A butterfly alighted’-Edward Thomas

‘The pond,a modest size it sits like a soup tureen’-Maxine Kumin

Make-up ,perfume
The cosmetic ideal

Nutella heaven and Steamy sex!

‘Make every poem your final poem’-Maxine Kumin

‘I have a dream became my dream’-Maxine Kumin

I love seeing you
Does that mean I love you?

Lights make it special
You make it special

But love can be a commercial

Torrential
Reverential

I want to say I love you
And write a piano song

I want to say I love you
I need you to belong

I want to make you strong
I want to right all wrong

Taste you with my tongue
Forever young

Afraid of words
Unafraid of singing birds

The passage of birds

‘By firelight ,with cake and song’-Carolyn Kizer

Breath of Italy

Magic marbles
Crayon of childhood

The romantic effect
Diamond-bright


Glorious Reef

The glorious reef
Under magical sun leaf

You could call me
The girl in the cellar
Wanting to sing a cappella
Wanting to compose a belter

Dancing to the piano
And that Robin Hood crossbow

Feeling depressed is like
When every drop touches you

An American ‘hard gum’ (Someone strong)

As a teen I was obsessed with appearance
Like I had to go through clearance
Looking good for puppy love

The honest way

Be my friend the honest way
Be my love the honest way

Marshmallow man
I need a slimming plan

Of the night
Stars,streetlights and slappers!

Simple as a first kiss
I whisper I love you
You kiss me I want you

A persistent twinkle
He would need a persistent twinkle

‘American Beauty’ film
What it means to be spiritually awake

Spiritual connection

In search of something
Something to make me feel alive
My true love to arrive

The only thing on this page is a tear stain
Silent words are streaming down my face
Silent words are rolling down my face

When it feels like too much
My future,do I have a future?
Am I not going through enough?

I have demons
Will you be my key man?

‘Rainfalls in every life
But rainbows,bluebirds,spring,
Babies or God lift up our hearts’-U.A.Farthorpe

The loveliness of beans
Heinz beans

Wise,beautiful,brave
His hands were a touch of crystal

Freedom is air on a boat

‘Then you rose into my life
Like a promised sunrise’-Maya Angelou

Star Jasmine
I love a huggin!

‘I may cry and I will die,
But my spirit is the soul of every spring,
Watch for me and you will see
That I’m present in the songs that children sing’-Maya Angelou

Woman work?

‘I’ve got the children to tend
The clothes to mend
The floor to mop
The food to shop
Then the chicken to fry
The baby to dry
I got company to feed
The garden to weed
I’ve got the shirts to press
The tots to dress’-Maya Angelou

Kissy little girl
Beautiful world

‘In the heat of the sun,
The cool of the moon’-Maya Angelou

‘Licorice sky ‘-Maya Angelou

‘I was once a sinner man
Living unsaved and wild
Taking my chances in a dangerous world,
Putting my soul on trial.
Because of your mercy,
Falling down on me like rain,
Because of your mercy,
When I die I’ll live again
Let us humbly say,
Thankyou for this day.
I want to thank you’-Maya Angelou

‘I met a Lady poet
Who took for inspiration
Coloured birds and whispered
Words a lover’s hesitation’-Maya Angelou

‘My life ain’t heaven
But it sure ain’t hell’-Maya Angelou

‘At home the book selves connected heaven and earth’-Lisel Mueller

Sunset

The sun’s sweet red glaze and
The Tasmanian tribe

Summer drinks
Dream work
A secret letter

A faint glow on the water
Quite a emoter

‘Feeling,having,knowing,holding’-Lisel Mueller

Fluttering dress and Umbrella

‘French horn player believes in
Enormous golden snails’-Lisel Mueller

I wish you
A thousand Angel golden hands

The snow
A purple carpet like lavender

‘The wish and the world’-Lisel Mueller

‘A woman who refuses to turn her back on the past
And is changed to salt’-Lisel Mueller

‘With the blue thread of the river
by which we grew up.
The green smear of the woods
We first made love in.
The yellow city we thought was our future’-Lisel Mueller

Fashion thin
Nervous wings

A poems darkness
And the fluid dream

‘I should be dancing with happiness’-Lisel Mueller

‘The answer in the sky or the sand’-Lisel Mueller
A dream of arrival
My true love’s arrival

A waterfall rolling down your satin lips

‘There is something purer about it’-Gwen Harwood