Saturday 25 November 2017

Let me make this day worthwhile

Let me make this day worthwhile,
For someone else

Spring time
Flowers line the road

‘Tomorrow is the most important thing in life.
It comes to us at midnight,very clean.
It’s perfect when it arrives.

Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement

A romantic fool
Some mystical jewel

Don’t play the notes
Play the meaning of the notes

‘Be sure you put your feet in the right place,then stand firm’-Abraham Lincoln

Waves out into the ocean
I see him from the lighthouse

A cave of melody
Mermaids sing to me

Thankyou for the gratitude
Thankyou for the grace

I call it the journey of sea glass

‘Daisies,like a million stars’-Maggie Ingall

Watch for the rainbow
You might see a double

Kissing is always

‘Comparison is the thief of joy’-Theodore Roosevelt

Coloured smoke heaven

‘A friend is the hope of the heart’-Anon

Music all day long

‘Taking joy in life,is a woman’s best cosmetic’-Rosalind Russell

The raspberry colour
Heaven is all around,
If we have eyes to see it

To Xmas peace
‘Christmas ,is love in action’-Dale Evans Rogers

Holidays
The blue serenity of the sky

It’s close to midnight
I just want to take flight
I used to dance under the lights
Now I have voices,my memories are wiped

It’s like everyone is flowering
And I am weathering away but
With a smile
I will grow old

Infinitely suffering
He still keeps muttering

‘The same heart beats in every human breast’-Matthew Arnold

The feeling stirs again
Tomato soup!

One small seed
Made you believe

An Angel-guarded bed
Grandad said I have an angel-guarded bed

Nobler in the mind
Loyal for all time

I want someone
Sweet and cool

You are a caramel treat!

Holidays
Her wine the azure

‘The fall of kisses’-Elizabeth Barratt Browning

Who remembers the crisp layer on your sandwiche?!

Retro treats

A slow grace (Taking it slow in relationships)

Children’s book idea ‘An excited jump’ story about a frog
Children’s book idea ‘A magic mint’

The largest sandcastle
Who has the largest castle?

My little ‘custard pot’

Souls and casseroles

Love me back
Save me from attack
Save me from the pack

Let’s travel the map
And kiss on tap!!!!!









Looking for some sparkling lyrics

Looking for some sparkling lyrics
Dreaming of a trip to Egypt
I really would like to be ripped and totally fit
Play the piano like magic
Go online and get those hits,getting them gripped

The best notes
My heart dotes
The best jokes
My heart emotes

Christmas time

Listen to the church bell chime
Tuck into fine food and wine
Thank God for being kind

‘The fire in my eyes’-Maya Angelou

‘Poppies mouths of red’-A.C.Swinburne

When you feel like you have a flowing river behind your eyes
When you feel like the blackest cloud in the sky
When you feel like everyone you love in your life is saying goodbye
Find somewhere quiet to cry

Try and see the rainbow
Pray to your guardian Angel
Forget about the rainfall

Life can be a little less painful
If you listen to the birds call
Continue to follow your dreams
And life goals

The meadows,the lanes
The fire in my eyes

Shore to shore,starlit bay

‘Little cries fluttered into the curtains’-Ted Hughes

‘The past is another country,
We don’t live there anymore,
We left it all behind us,
New pathways to explore’-Iris Hesselden

‘The calling bird at early dawn,
Rainbow’s pastel light,
A field of gently waving corn,
The sunsets flame at night’-Elizabeth Gozney

‘Even though love might be universal
It is also endlessly individual and unique’-Anon
‘A blaze of fruit blossoms’-Anon

Cures,on watch
Love is ever

‘Some people fall and let it stop them.
Others turn it into a part of their dance’-Anon

Letters,treemail

Letters, treemail

Holidays?Beauty is there

Where will I find true love?
God give me a sign,a dove

When will I stop feeling scared?
Will the truth finally be aired?

Echoes and ripples on the water

‘The musical rain’-Walt Whitman

‘In the calm and cool of the daybreak’-Walt Whitman

‘The echo of sunset’-Walt Whitman

The soothe of waves in the bedroom

Children
Sweet scented and growing

Christmas?
And all I peace

‘Tomatoes hanging like small red globes’-Gary Soto

In the dark of a closet
Secretly eating wotsits!

Rains of a thousand years

‘What fire shines inside her’-Gary Soto

‘A great sigh of steam’-Gary Soto

Cute boxed raisens

The nightclub
A fire,a glow inside

‘The orange wheel of heat’-Grace Paley

I am unconnected
Lord,save my soul

‘The evening star is a punctual gem’-Anon

Australia?
Bushes of that magic land?

‘Electric blossoms’-David Gascoyne

‘Flavours of childhood’-John Burnside

Dreaming of a distant land
Don’t know where

Come under the umbrella fern?

‘A cappaccino with the froth still on it,
A double sonnet’-Alan Jenkins

There shared spirit
There shared beliefs

An anchor forever

‘Gold onions rooted in the sky’-John Updike

Your position in the universe?!!!

‘The still-humming chords’-John Updike

A dawn good try

Office blooms

‘A lilac and cream and pink self-esteem’-John Updike

Life

You told me there would be many doors
You told me people would be loved and adored
But all I found were the sharpest claws
People being cruel and breaking laws

You told me I could travel the world
You told me I was the prettiest girl
But all I found were rotten pearls
Bathwater swallowing me as it swirled

You told me I would meet my prince
You told me I would find my province
But I hated having my hair rinsed
I hated people’s ‘fat hints’

You told me I would find someone good
You told me I would find a bud
But all I did was worry,and
Come home hurt and bloody

You told me music would be my quest
You told me I would be the best
But all I found was laughter and jest
My life was a teary mess
An awful test

You told me I would like school
You told me I would find a jewel
But all they said was I was uncool
Standing over-weight by the swimming pool

You told me God would look after me
You told me to invite my friends for tea
But I came home with scrapped knees
And unsightly bleeds

You told me to hold on to my dreams
Forget about those that were mean
So I just watched ‘The A Team’ and
Felt the sunbeam


Pretty money

Pretty money

‘Of a golden hurt’-Gwendolyn Brooks

A venture into rhyme
Peace time

Fucking alone

The smoke of the campfire
Disappears into the sky

The many ways of strength

All people think about love

A fine poem or phony poem?

The universe of poetry is the universe of
Emotional truth

The use of truth is its communication

Art is action

‘Naked:and there is a beginning like the beginning of a dance’-Muriel Rukeyser

The music of the poem
The image
The word
The note

Full of song
Full of storm
And a hood of words

The heart and hero

‘I am a dance’-Muriel Rukeyser

Strong light
They can see our following eyes

Dark poetry
Buried poetry

They were wordless and danced

The texture of song
I can feel you

A young art

Imagination finds and combines

He kissed me and gave me a music rose

The role of memory ,Acting

A child full of beans

New York is a part of you
I have endless traveling dreams

The keyword ‘protection’

‘The sources of poetry are in the spirit seeking
Completeness’-Muriel Rukeyster

Holidays
People go to places of truth and healing

The tree people,The Tassie Tree People

The divine light

My heart crackled in the flames

The star-littered lawn in sunlight

Sky of white paper

‘My God,my leaf’-Louise Erdrich

‘Powerful red blossoms’-Louise Erdrich

Orange-tip butterflies
Please sit on my hand

She’s a wild carrot under the ground

Love opens the door,I cry

‘The best lyrics seem to be the poet’s natural speech’
-Daily Chronicle


Issues and blues

Issues and blues
Obese news

The hands of time
I need to climb
Just tell me everything is going to be fine
The one I love will be mine

Treble clef falls over!

Apple falls into segments
A segment of the Big Apple

Fluently graceful
Proud songster

Smiling into the fire
So lucky
So warm

‘Raise your head and look around
There’s more than the one you grieve’-Charles Grisham

Clouds into the night

‘Rainbows oiling the rivers quay’-Graham Mort

‘A scene forever’-Marilyn Hacker

Angel of September guiding me to school

Angel of September
Grandma’s birthday

‘In the custardy light of a morning?’-Rebecca Perry

I want to cry,to pass away
I never win at love

Lust to dust
Just to mistrust

Necklace and keyring idea
Mini Heinz soup,ketchup,beans on a chain
Coke cans,tree bark,purple pearls
Toy idea
Toy that laughs when you tickle it!
Monopoly pieces on a necklace!

Painting pinecones

Aged 6

The day,that Santa comes on his sleigh
The day, my neighbours invite me to play
The day,I am saved by mummy and daddy
The day,we get to go on holiday
The day,these voices fade away
The day,I am finally happy

Network peace

Angel Fable
Thinking about the boy in the stable
Thinking how he could make me feel,
Like a Tower of Babel
I want to be in your cradle
I want us to stay here,all night,warm and sexual

Music in the blood
Years of circles in the wood

I can feel my eyes flood
Some are evil,some are good
Some will tell you
You’re an ugly nude
They will destroy you
You need soul food

Bleeding flower
He wasn’t a vower
He was only interested in power
We talked for hours and felt like towers
But we didn’t make it through the showers

‘The bubble of song’-Gwendolyn Brooks

Sunday eyes in church

‘Thy children’s air’-Gwendolyn Brooks

‘The fall crisp comes’-Gwendolyn Brooks


Flowerbeds

‘Flowerbeds drowned ‘-Sterling A Brown
                                                      
‘Snow bloomed’-Sterling A Brown

Eating for company
Looking for someone with a protective nature

‘The spark of electric soup’-Anon

‘In the same orbit’-Robert Murray Smith

‘The realm of sensation’-Tom Quigley

Quiet time
The rhythms of the poems
Eating a chocolate orange

Bridesmaids in creams and yellows

‘Turn on your beautiful eyes’-Carol Ann Duffy

‘Stay sane,stay strong’-Charles Grisham

Flowers and silence

‘Flower creatures flashed and shimmered there’-Robert Hayden

The glorious one
A lilac limo

A shining, a summoning of love

The Holy Bible
The wise and the good

The song that found a path (drawing of path)

Song and cry
Song and flight of bird

The Lake is my friend
Have a listen

‘Not a single sparkle’-Tamia Phillipines

You pretty page
I want to write a novel!

In the faces of flowers
We were together long-ago

A kind face
A kind place

‘Looking for that foxhole in someone’s heart’-Eileen Manassian

Bonfire choir

Treacle toffee
Mittins and hot coffee
Fireworks above me
He whispers that he loves me

Wavy hair,dreamier?

I hate my body
I hate my marks
I hate the fat
I hate my shape

I need an hourglass figure and a boatload of love

Ocean cry
An ocean behind my eyes

Treacle toffee
I have nobody
I feel sick
I feel tricked 

Is it
How I look?
How I cook?
How I fuck?
How I hook?

Take me to bed now
Like something racy you’ve read now
I want to spend the whole of the night with you
Light up the entire room

Rainfood

Flamefood

Madison Square Garden

Madison Square Garden
Walking through the street of Harlem
Jazz clubs
NY buzz

The wrongs of food?
You have to move

A tragic mood
The tears are falling when I am in the nude
People are whispering
They want to be rude

A lesson in depression

There is no sun and you feel forgotten
You feel rock bottom
Everything is black ,there are no stars in the sky
You walk alone and you want to die
Bullies and exams,clothes and ‘going out’ plans
I was always left out and praying that suddenly I would be cared about

Watching ‘The A Team’
I remember singing the theme
Mum used to make us burgers and
Drinks from a soda-stream
Good always won in the end
I wanted them to be my friend
Nobody died and Mr T was knocked out
Everytime they had to fly!

Let’s go under the covers
Tender lovers

Knight rider was the same
I wanted a ride,Kitt was his name
I wanted a car that could talk too!
That car was alive and it came to the rescue!

Then there was the Gladiators,another bites the dust!
The Wolfe is the only one I remember but it was
Saturday night with a crust!

A diamond in a cave

Blind date
What would I say?
I am a stretchy man
Flexible,Bright,
And I like to make people smile!

It hurts that you’re not in my life
But at least I don’t have to listen to your lies
Even though my heart used to magnetise to you
I didn’t know you had a girlfriend too

I know you used to call
But I don’t think that you would catch my fall
I saw you rise,it made me cry
I thought I had your love ,your soul

Make your cash
Make your splash
Please don’t turn me into ash

Make your mark
Make your spark
Please don’t break my heart

Make your love
Make your buds
Please don’t say I’m not enough

Make your entrance
Make your acceptance
Please don’t leave me in too much silence

Perfect love
That’s worth it love
Protecting,collecting love

‘Silver liquid drops’-Langston Hughes

Autumn thought

‘Flowers are happy in summer
In autumn they die and are blown away
Dry and withered,
Their petals dance on the wind
Like little brown butterflies’-Langston Hughes

‘A necklace of stars’-Langston Hughes

The Poem

‘The poem with this music is complete’-Claude McKay

Jasmines

It’s a small world

I decided to take a trip to Australia
I was tired of feeling like a failure
My uncle had built a house in Tasmania
I wanted to go walkabout,find bush tucker and dahlia

Some of it was quite familiar
I walked around the market for memorabilia
They still had Special K,Walkers crisps, cadburys factory and Heinz
The kangaroo’s had massive behinds!
I went to an aborigine art gallery,and who should I bump into but Valerie!
I hadn’t seen her in 20 years,we went to school together and
Reminisced with beers!12000 miles away from home!

‘My own sailor hat’

When I was three I had my own sailors hat
There is nothing more cool than that!
My grandad took me to New York
And he showed me where the Titanic would have port

He took me in a Macy’s store
And held my hand on the escalators
He took me to see the statue of Liberty
And taught me all it’s history

We went up the Empire State building
But at first I was unwilling
I looked up at Times Square
Yellow cabs were beeping everywhere

The lights were so bright,I dreamed I could write
For Broadway,for film and stay up all night!
I wanted to sing my little heart out
There were lot’s and lot’s of street performers about

Then we went to McDonalds
It was my favourite place in the world
The weather was really,really hot
We had snowcones and lollypops!

We went into an art gallery and then
The New York State library,borrowing
We watched New Yorkers on the street arguing
The steam rose from above us
The hotels went up so high

This was 1983,I jumped up and down excitedly
Grandad took my picture with a polaroid
I wondered if I would see an asteroid
When I got home I made the New York skyline with
Stickle bricks,
I dreamed of returning and counted the minutes
Maybe I could go on a sleigh with St Nick!
Grandad was in the navy all his life
He showed me the ocean,the horizon and
How to fly a kite

I miss my Grandad

Sweets,chocs,nuts
Is it better than self-harming?
Some people are covered in cuts
Or pluking their guts
Does it feel like no one gives a fuck?
Is that why they mess with their looks?
I eat because life gets too much
It’s an emptiness,a loneliness
A neglect of love
Someone stop me ,I don’t want to self-destruct
The clouds are gathering,I need some luck

The perfect lips
The perfect bum
What are we really running from?

My secret is…….
Not ready to tell!

The World when I’m asleep
Has Angels protecting me from creeps
The World when I’m asleep
Has stars that light up my street
The World when I’m asleep
Has flowers tickling me feet
The World when I’m asleep
Has fairies that stop me weep



Thoughts on tonight

Thoughts on tonight

Alone,they have all gone
And I’m not so young anymore
I have lost my waist and my core
I need an open door
Find someone on the dancefloor
And kiss me pure
I know it’s my weight
You say,I have left it too late?
I am in tears everytime I wake

Thoughts for the week

I must feel chic and find my peak
Find a man I can keep
A man that lets me speak
Gives me courage to take a leap
I just don’t want to be weak and let the devil reap
I don’t want to weep or be dragged down deep

‘Nothing as romantic as a view of Lady Liberty’-Sarah Crossan

‘Little red rivers’-Sarah Crossan

Around the sugar bowl
I guess that why I was without anybody in PE

Humiliated in the changing room

‘Cold glitter of light’-John Crowe Ransom

Voices stop the twitter,I don’t understand

A danger of friendship?

‘The admirable peach’-John Crowe Ransom

‘Frost,and a leaf has quit the tulip tree’-John Crowe Ransom

‘Your orange cup’-John Crowe Ransom

‘Marvels of oranges’-John Crowe Ransom

Cleaning out the clutter
Easy on the butter
Will I be a mother?
Will I find a lover?
Giving my stuff to the charity shop
There’s so much rubbish
I am in shock
Music fills the house
I feel like a collecting mouse
Just one drop of stardust
Is there really a time for us?
I’ve decided to look at the stars
I wish I could walk on mars
Put the stars in a vase

It feels like I am behind bars
Watching passing cars

Love me,
Where will I find love?
Will it be found in a good man?
Will it be found in a baby’s hand?
Will it be in a scented flower?
Will it be found chatting on the phone for hours?
Will it be in a kiss?
Will it be found in one last wish?

Dreaming of safety and getting home

An old-time dress in a museum

‘The moon beams kissin’-Claude McKay

I want to sleep like a fairy dream

‘My heart then dances’-Claude McKay

‘As in a dream I stand and gaze
At Broadway shining Broadway ,only
My heart,my heart is lonely’-Claude McKay

Words that touch you all over

‘Lifted heart of mine’-Claude McKay



The Truth is .....

The truth is….I want me back

Getting thinner?
What’s for dinner!!!

Cause you gave me all your love
And it turned to rain and fog

I will rise and go,said the ocean

Feathers kissing the ground not making a sound

I curl up and sleep,autumn roars

‘Trees trial their skirts at the river edge’-John poetry class

Walkers linger and chat

I just want it to stop
Too generous with chocolate

How do I say it
You know that I pray it
How do I tell you
I breathe and I smell you
My breasts swell around you
As I dress,I want you
But I do not want to haunt you

The piano is singing
The love of a good man

Has he got time for you?
Does he come and find you?

Stars turning into lights directing
Like an airport runway

I want to feel strong
Eat right,travel
And do it on my own
Go across the pond
And feel forever young
I want to dream a song
Sit on an amethyst throne
I need to belong
I want to get away from the voices
Get a little sun,meet someone
I want to be well enough to have a baby
I want to be kissed a hundred times daily
I want to see purple in the sky
I don’t want the rain,I don’t want to sigh
I want to sing like an owl flies

When I sleep I don’t rest
I am a lone bird looking for a nest
I am in hell,it’s a test
I can hardly breathe
I am being pressed

Every sunset
I hold out my hand
I have this image of us in the sand

Every sunrise
I can feel the warmth on my eyes
You whisper words and my heart just flies

 I want to be the girl that sings
Spreads her wings
I want to be the girl that slims
And actually wins
Instead,I am paying for my sins
Looking up at sequins
Dreaming of fountains and mountains
I imagine being a heroine

Carrying a suitcase of emotion

Thoughts on today

Still dreaming and feeling dead
I am alive,I am not dead
Still praying and staying tough
Please take me out of these cuffs

Ask yourself
Is it love or is it stuff?
Is it just attraction and looking buff?
Is he enough?