Thursday 22 August 2013

Running out of ideas

Running out of ideas
With more fears

Can't identify who makes me eat

Delaying dreams
Intended,expected
Thought I would have my twenties

'And when love speaks,the voice of all the gods
Makes heaven drowsy with the harmony'
-William Shakespeare

On your holidays
Eyelids close in a sunny spot

'Candle end of time'-T.S.Eliot

'Poemate'-Wilfred Owen

Acute-delight
You are paining and alluring
Because of you
I need assuring

Snows of a dream
Snowdrops
Working as a team

Torn asunder (apart)

School days I remember
Soft September

Illness is like
Gliding in space

Your mysterious fire
A kind sun,always upon

Old books
I love the smell of old books
They illumine,
They do not kill

'On a dolphin,naked'-W.H.Auden

Terror cry
The lovat sea

Titanically

Forgotten in the attic
I dream of finding something in the attic

Lyric friend

Hittapotamus
-made up word

Counting days
The human way

Young poems
And blue denims

'Waters of the heart'-Dylan Thomas

Singing light like
Shining pebbles in a stream

Everyday is an attempt of happiness
Everything is an attempt of happiness

'Travelling waves of  love'-Keith Douglas

Will I ever feel like a woman and wear flowered frocks?

I imagine dolphins and I are sharing the tide

A waist,not a waste

Dead hours in front in of the telly
Exercise during dead hours

They say pass to psychopaths

Pass to psychopaths
Pass to a depression like Sylvia Plath's

Is it Angels lighting up road names and paths?
I watch a magpie taking a birdbath
I ask myself,why did I laugh?

People look inside our home with necks like giraffes
Talk about us needing carers and staff

I wish I could take a polygraph (lie detector)
These voices are stars and photographs
Maybe one day they will want my autograph!!!

Psychosis

My whole personality disappeared
Everything and everyone I feared

Track title idea

'Gently,fully'

Willing to take risks

I want to love deeply

Need a shout of welcome

My musical accompaniment

Sound travels

Hands to my ears
Days turn to years

I love accents
National,local accents

They are like different scents,
You can breathe in!!

Don't make me an enemy of God

I love the orient
I love a word document!!

To meet people
From the earliest times
In rags and wars
From the earliest climbs

You and I are
Part of a sonata

'The Vibes' -Band name?

Photograph the sun
Photograph the fun

This feels like an animal trap

I am lost in the woods without a map
This isn't something I would like to snap

It feels like you are using harp strings to choke me

Words and meanings-

Spectroheliograph -(instrument for photographing sun)

Epigraph-(opening quotation in book)

Electro halo
What is your addresso?!!!

A dewlap in a thunderclap

Dewlap -fold of skin from throat of cattle









Voice,memory,a kiss

Just need my voice,memory,a kiss

I long for my memory,to love by memory
Find someone I have chemistry

Why am I in?
Why am I inside?

I want to see a jumping dolphin
A flowing fountain

He is in my head
And I cannot escape

The hell of it is
I cannot escape

Watching people outside in the sun
I long for a tidy tum

To win with art play Mozart

Dewberry -blue-black berry

Cuddlesome
I want someone cuddlesome

It's like then ocean is in control
I look for guidance and a secret scroll

Every beat
I get off my seat
Dancing feet
Turning up the seat!!

You awaken me like spring

A secret sign

'Heart of heat'-Laura Riding
'Name and love'-Laura Riding

'Deep with the idea of your body'-Laura Riding
'Love is sure'-Laura Riding

'Love touched my eyes'-Laura Riding
'Love in ladies'-Laura Riding

Give me your word

A spirit of promise,the spirit of vows

Picture-dreaming

Walking into a art gallery and picture-dreaming

Mental time
Health is a precious thing

'Clouded eyes'-Laura Riding

Lord,please,lace the year
Make me lucky!!

'But Shakespeare knew lust by day,
By day he saw his night,and cried,
'O sexual sun,back into my lions,
Be night also,as you are'
-Laura Riding

'A sapphire being fell to earth,time-struck'
-Laura Riding

'Earth is your heart'-Laura Riding

Sound and clowned!
Let's watch the sun go down!

Music notes and jokes!
Let's go on a speed boat!

A godsend
Will I see you again?

A natural gem

To be natural and admirable

Lantern of time
An old sun in rhyme

Dream-long
Children dream-long at Christmas

Material magic?
Can material things be magic?

Treasuries of truth
Dewdrop of truth

Striking natural features!

The world sparks
The world arches

Where to fly?
The beach,and passing love for each

Good love
The desires

Inspirit

Want to call somebody baby
Make my hair wavy

A love of love
Mysterious,this love

Jander -meaning-
A birthday in January

A journey to well gate

An intellectual day

A poem upon love is inspiring
The impulse to kiss

I feel many tears of
The imagined years

Angelhood and always

Hurt,friend seems cold
I think of my days with flowers and happiness

Heartiest
A tender tone

The violet frock and the clock
Throwing a mental!!!

Car Advert
A poetical make-believe body

Fantastical
Rain putting jewels in your hair

My spirit sees
The palm trees

Sickness broke her will but magnetism still

'I adds a precious seeing to the eye'-William Shakespeare

New York mist
I promise to be honest

A vocalist

Childhood summer
I remember feast lollies!!

Can do

Part of a church?

Feel in despair,pained,depressed





















Friday 9 August 2013

Beauty,strength,youth'

Beauty,strength,youth
Pretty little lambs

Love with element
The perfect sun

Rhythm and key

I cast a net,but I can not find any message in a bottle

The fountain and the caves
Are they calling it charactery?

I need loyal flames

'There grows the flower of peace'
-Henry Vaughan

'Hear the song that echoes cheerly,
From the river winding clearly'
-Lord Tennyson

'The hills,like giants'
-Robert Browning

A wild spark from heaven

'The dear red curve of her lips'
-John Masefield

Side-long looks of love
I bite my finger wearing white satin gloves

Sweet smiling village
Leyland

'Bring memy arrows of desire'
-William Blake

Florence a flower

The street lay still and cool
As I walked to school

'Whose lovely ambition was that their lips,
Still touched with fire'
-Stephen Spender

'The desires falling across their bodies
like blossoms'

'The flowering of the spirit'
-Stephen Spender

I pray good for the world
A companion
For every boy and girl

A Countess!!!

'Courage was mine,and I had mystery
Wisdom was mine,and I had mastery'
-Wilfred Owen

Burst my body into fire

'Lone in the light of a magical wood,
And the spirits of truth were the birds that sang,
And the spirits of love were the stars that glowed,
And the spirits of peace were the streams that flowed'
-Sarojini Maidu

My hearts need
It's a sunstare

Eyelids like silk
I kiss you
Sleep baby,sleep

Love unknown
Love returned unknown

'Woulds be happy,little child,
Be thou innocent and mild,
Like the patient lamb and dove,
Full of meekness,full of love'
-Anon

'Who wore at their hearts the fire's centre'
-Stephen Spender

A shocking and rocking song

A skipping celebration!

Curls that clustered round her face
Prettier than any notecase

I know my notes
And I put my hands up to heaven

Unmated
Undated

Strength and health
Bodice of blue
I look for a strawberry flower

The sea fresh and fair

'Little drops of water,
Little grains of sand,
Make the mighty ocean,
And the beauteous land'
-Julia A Carney

Bamber Bridge covered in dew
Here I am waiting for you
Sat at my keyboard,playing and writing
Something new

Do I love you too?

Travelling to Leyland
An anxious bus ride
Kind of feels like a high tide

In the garden
I hope I find a pretty nest

A song that is fierce and bold

On earth a little space

'The sun descending in the west,
The evening star does shine,
The birds are silent in their nest,
And I must seek for mine.
The moon,like a flower
In heavens high bower,
With silent delight
Sits and smiles on the night'
-William Blake

He hung and suffered there,Jesus

'Summers sun is warm and bright,
Winters snow is cold and white,
Autumn brings the sheaves of grain,
Spring will scatter flowers again'
Aunt Effie
(Jane Euphemia Browne)

Fish in the sea are swimming past me

You are most beautiful to see
Like the swish of a skirt on a child on the grass by the trees

Mid,mid,middle

I don't want to be a poor soul who stares at the wall

Why?
You lie and you make me cry

In trouble,my life is in a muddle

Rainbow in the sky
Different colours like you and I

Sugar on my lips
Studentship

The World,so great
I am so small

In pray for white wings above me

'With eyes of flame'
-Lewis Carroll

Mystic mistletoe
You leave me feeling woe

'What makes your cheek like a warm white rose?
-George Macdonald

'Feet,whence did you come,
You darting things?
From the same box as cherubs wings'
-George Macdonald

'What are heavy?
Sea sand and sorrow;
What are brief?
Today and tomorrow,
What are frail?
Spring blossoms and youth,
What are deep?
The ocean and truth'

-Christina Rossetti

Open up ,my flower
Live in my bower
(picturesque cottage)

What is your motive?
What is your reason for this?

Kissing by the fire
On top of a soft rug
The Angels are singing as in a choir
And we are all warm and snug!!

I picture seeing old friends
But they seem to be dividing

I feel ready to die
Where is my spirit?

Mini me Tesco!!!

The girls,
They scratch,scratch,scratch

Is he full of kisses?


















'Angels polished'

'Angels polished and black,bump into us at strange angles'
-Rowan Williams

'The absolution of light in the last bar'
-Rowan Williams

'The electric stars'
-Rowan Williams

'The little waves will clap their hands,after the rhythm drops'
-Rowan Williams

Thin girls comparing stupid magazines

The weather so hot and lusty
Sex?!!!

Life is an odd thing

Behind the veil
Skin like a birds tail

Six white swans

'They drift along in single file
To fulfil their destiny'
-Hugh David Loxdale

Come now,come to my cabin
Your smile is my life

I was pleading,over eating

They say the world can change
They talk of mystery

I fantasize for friends and care

I found you among the shells

'The crowd and the sun breathe them in'
-Rowan Williams

In a photograph
A salmon frozen in mid-leap

What are you waiting for?
Create

Breakable heart
Is love true or blue?

The festival of pain
A shape of shame
The diet,I am imagining sweets!!

To all the Angels of Los Angeles

Tom I have listened enough

God,make it stop

Purple fish in secret seas

Self-destruction and abduction

Childlike hope
Singing a nursery rhyme
Angel of the pen

'I am the master of my fate
I am the captain of my soul'
-William Ernest Henley

You were my temple and my tower
I palm and I pine for you

'Blue,like your eyes went out to sea'
-Chesterton

'Crowned in constellations'
-Chesterton

'With the sun and moon empearled'
-Chesterton

Raining out there
Statues look like they are crying

Strengthening in the suns rays

On this great land

Runes and purple moons

Dreaming

Dreaming of cities under the sea!!

Song and fight are like

'A winged gift'

'Oh,for the wonder that bubbles into my soul'
-D H Lawrence

'Waves of triumph,waves of tears'
-Chesterton

'Gold heart of the sun'
-Chesterton

The love of good and Hollywood

Notes and cries

All the stars,dramatic stars
You are great with story

Misty,dusky,dreaming red sand

'Under the red torch light'
-Chesterton

'Shaming the rose and lily,
For she is twice as fair'
-Carlo Sigimondo Capece

'The pearls out of the blue'
-Chesterton

The whole world good
Pure and fair

And you loved me as I love you

Turning into daisies
Turning into crazies

Tragic love
Black satin gloves

'Once upon a young time'
-Kevin Troop

Walks,talks
Marketing hawks

I want to write
I want to have a stupid fight

I'm fat
But I want to live and love again

Be my face shield

A nice warm bed
Grateful for sleep

Realisation
I must turn my work into performance

How do I do it without you?

Sweetheart I Sweetheart You

'Ecstatic heights in thought and rhyme'
-Thomas Hardy

I love you archly
Not partly

'The dew's of comfort'
-Thomas Hardy

Orion's belt is visable!!

Love eyed us

Stars on the ground,peacemaking

Sexual interest?

Well,almost-
Looking out of the window
At the lush green trees
Across the road
Rustling
Ghostlike
In the breeze
Of  Early Morning'
-Kevin Troop

A tenderer verse for me
I need,a tendered verse for me

Heart of a child
Glorious to be born
They refuse to sleep and yawn,just yawn!!

The moment of that kiss,I miss,miss

Sinking away
I can feel you deeply sinking away

Flit-flutter
My full gaze is on you

'The dance it is a great thing,
A great thing to me,
With candles lit and partners fit
For night-long revelry'
-Thomas Hardy

How you shone with happiness

Radiance of the morn
In the fields of sweetcorn

Bed anew
In bed with you

'There is a garden in her face'
-Thomas Campion

'The faery beam upon you,
The stars to glister on you'
-Ben Jonson








Questions

Questions

What can I write to win you tonight?

What can I do to empower you?

Got to face facts
Need to lose weight to attract

Are you just being cruel?
Causing distress?

Begging for mercy

Wasting too much time
Is this you being kind?

A house with a waterfall and a hoop to play basketball!!

Write up a storm
Step up on the platform

I thought you would brighten,not frighten

Don't do it

Don't take the fun out of me

Don't take the run out of me

I love to watch
A flying honeysuckle

Singing with the voice I was born with is my real happiness

Sick abusers and flashbacks

Keep thinking about Australia
Would my days be sunny?
Would my days be funny?
Would I earn my own money?

I want to be near a beach

My life feels unfull

How do I get through the day?

What is the mission?
Ambition?

Summersweet

The heat and my heartbeat

I could look at your photo for hours
Think of you in the shower

Amazing fact

Sunsets on Mars are blue!!!

Will the soaps throw me a rope?

Got to be happier times
Got to be happier rhymes

The night is young and unsung

Gear changing

Why won't you let me kiss?
My eyes will become starless

Special with a sense of fun

Dreaming of a dumb fight

I smile when you dial

You are like the taste of a caramel note!!

I feel tortured
Need to be saved,saved

Rain or shine
And any waistline?

Playing with Sophie
The purple family
Play-do cuts outs!!!

Annoyed by hazelnut-means-
Annoyed by your mates

Eating out

Rich on your tummy
And costs too much money!!!

Find a gap in the clouds

Simple child
Your beauty makes me glad
Little and alive

The print of your feet
Your favourite film on repeat

They want me to cross their palms with silver

Ever speaking
A tale in everything

Quiet sky

Sensations of feeling love
When arrives a dove

We are like birds
Like birds,ever looking for hope,peace and contentment
Singing out our lives

Music is like a prolonged kiss
Do not end this kiss

Power to smile

'The springs of dove' -William Wordsworth

'And beautiful thou art'-William Wordsworth

Waking up silent and bare in your care

Something of light?
A poets dream

Like me
Are you more alive to tenderness?

Tears and their pearly glaze
A lost link

Dunes of many tunes

Words from the birds

Looking out of the window
Clouds looking like pillow
The sun is trying to shine
I wish you were mine

The sign says there is danger
That you would only want to pain her
That's why I suffer from Insana!!

To fly free again
Let's fly in monogamous pairs

The birds
The vision

To talk to great explorers!!!

Unlucky in love
Yet lovely

Searching,searching

Imagery

Veins cut open and blood appears like a burst of lightning
The thunder in my head is blinding

My heart is at your festival
Beating in the crowds

Not the fountain light of my day

'On the lip of the bluebell'
-Hugh David Loxdale

'A close view of perfection'
-Hugh David Loxdale

'Slender companion of arching winds'
-Hugh David Loxdale