I never conquered

I never conquered my weight

It feels harrowing

I am greatly distressed!!!

I don’t feel told

I feel jailed and failed

I yelled to my mother

‘It’s the bell’

‘Passionel’!

‘The ice cream van bell’!

That lovely diary smell!

Under a vanilla spell

Or caring caramel?!!

I lick my lips!

Fish and chips!

We look at each other in kinship

Are you a blood lover?

It’s like someone is slicing my forehead

I cry tears of a tree bark

Crying because I am eating

I feel destroyed

Mental illness

Feels like I can’t be rescued

Like I’m being chased by a bear

Like a thousand bats are flying towards me

Everyday I wake up and after about

Two minutes I realise,

Voices are in my head again

They say you learn from every experience

But I am hurting and I just feel more alone

Drifting further and further away

On a raft that is falling apart

Terrified

Like a bleeding bird I have died

Bang,

Like someone is blowing a balloon

I am going to blow up

A fallen tree

Exposing it’s roots

Gale force winds

That fear you get when a bird is flapping its wings too close

Locked in a cell

You are like a ringing alarm bell

‘Evening drink?

‘Evening chocolate’!

Has to stop

Birds singing in the evening

Sweetening the sun

Running with a gun

Am I fast enough?

Will I be shot?

Will I be safe?

I feel so lonely and lost

Clouds that take your breathe away

Bathing in sunlight and it’s

Bright all over!

Surprising and everlasting doves

I need someone to wipe the tears away

There’s conflict in my mind

Please stop the fray

I miss going out

I miss social liberty

Wants to be a popular flavour!

Rhythmical

Fantastical

Dad playing the drums

The birds nest is beautiful

The tree is fruitful

The sky is magical

Just needed someone to say fate

The power of fate

A moment with a bird

I tried to remain unstirred

Get out and about

Climb your Mountain

The dating game?

I think about the rain and pain

I wanted nothing more that to adore you

I love God

My prayer is

Love and freedom

Strength and wisdom

Joy and kindness

Not to be mindless (without a mind ,intelligence  )

Understanding

Nicely sounding

To do something brave

‘I hear her in the tuneful’ birds

I hear her charm the air’-Robert Burns

God and laces

I do not want to cry

Pictures are in the sky

Will I be an Angel high?

September shoes

Beginning the school year

Remembering the beginning

Of the school year

From the start

Reach the heart

Cheer the heart

Does anybody care?

I look into my bed

And there is no-one there

Something beautiful

Children running to the sea

Children laughing climbing a tree

Something ugly

Someone in abuse

Then covering up a bruise

Everytime

Every chocolate I eat

I should think of my primary

School teachers folding feet

Every time I am alone

I should think of my primary

School teacher holding my hand

It’s summer!

The light shows in your eyes