A box of fireworks

A box of fireworks?

The demon sweet drawer

I feel sick

I can’t do this anymore

The result?

He started when I was a child and now

I am an adult

I will not be in a cult

I’m fat

Too much sugar Too much salt

Wishing for no more assault

I really don’t want to look at the scales,

Too many fails

I cannot connect or remember

I cannot concentrate

Feels like forever

‘The dove of field’-Dorothea Mackellar

Opal-hearted

Sunset-hearted

‘My heart turns to the mountains’-Dorothea Mackellar

‘Hills of tenuous amethyst’-Dorothea Mackellar

‘A flock of clouds as snowy as the new-shorn sheep’-Dorothea Mackellar

‘Wave upon wave comes rolling to curl and topple and fall’-Dorothea Mackellar

A dream dove call

From violet to grey

From grey to violet

Graciousness

Bare and free

Waistful beauty

Wasteful beauty

‘Love was her enterprise’-Donald Hall

Charity shop ornaments

‘I want to fuck you in paradise’-Donald Hall

Sweet garden

Sweet eyes

The fairest thing God ever made?

My face is turned to you

Chamber shine,chamber time

‘The singing Mountains memory’-Edna St Vincent Millay

Electric growth

The desire to touch a leaf

Mothers dreaming of a few more hours sleep

The dress

The night

The flame battle

The emblem of sleep

A fresh miracle

Smile of sheer fun

One soul pleading for another’

How far would you go for the dream?

Just want to be picked for the team

I want to paint the sea and petals

Having a glow on social media

‘A date,a dove’-Edwin Morgan

How many years do I live with these tears?

Can you really say you know how it feels?

My mind just won’t heal

It’s like I’m running on a wheel

‘This time it was real,looking up at the mountains’-Tom Bidwell