Hurting mother

Hurting  mother

Did you ever lose a child?

Did they fly to heaven,was there no time?

Did you just want to be kind?

Show them love,empower their minds?

Or do you just miss their hand?

Or their eyes when they understand?

Feels like the rest of the world is moving

And I am still nursing and bruising 

Am I the only one thats losing?

Painting trees,mountains and the bluest seas

When its 90 degrees

I wish I had that talent over the years

Channel my tears

What can you make with a hammer and nails?

'A ship,a boat,a cupboard,a bed'-Anon

The perilous blue

The passengers,crew

I try for good

I pray for love

Depression,rage turned inwards

Time

They say time heals

But I hate how this feels

Do you remember picking me up?

Kissing my head and foot

You had sweets in your pocket

Got a fairy liquid bottle and made a rocket!

Now all I have is your grave

The tears rolling,wave by wave

I lost a Grandad

I lost a friend

I wish I could write to him

See him again

Those eyes,a diamond!

The Dream?

To have my memory

To be treated genuinely

Someone that sees the special in me

Compliments with melody

Poetry of the Lakes

Travelling up to the Lakes

Romantic photos,big houses and pearly gates

Times when I wish I could paint 

For the words I wait

My wet eyes

My upset eyes

I need to find someone wise

To tell me when opportunity will arise

Childhood memory

The smell after the rain

We can play out again!

In every dream

In every song

I think of you